Saeyoung x reader

Chapter One

Photo credit - lightookami from DeviantArt

(Y/n) - your name
(E/c) - eye colour

It has been a while since MC and Saeran had moved out of Saeyoung's house; he was left alone. A few weeks ago, Vanderwood had told him he'd get an assistant/roommate. In those few weeks, a lot had happened.. the game company that, Yoosung and Saeyoung gamed over, had been burnt down. All computers broken. This wasn't burnt down by accident.. but by someone who did it with intention, because in the building there were shots fired as well.. but those weeks passed.. and Vanderwood would drop by the new assistant off today. The doorbell rang in the empty house.

"Ah, must be the new assistant" Saeyoung said while putting aside his PhD. Pepper and Honey Buddha chips to the side and left his computer to answer the door.

"Hello!" He says cheerfully. Vanderwood stood there with a small girl. She looked down, her face half hidden into her scarf. She looked at Saeyoung then looked down again. "Saeyoung, this is (y/n). She'll be your assistant. Please be gentle with her, she's had a couple of rough and painful weeks behind her." He stated and then left. The small girl grabbed her bags. On one hand, burn marks were seen.

"Hey! You wanna come inside?" Saeyoung saw the burn marks on her hand, but didn't want to pressure her into saying anything. She gave a weak nod. "S-sure." Saeyoung led her into his house and offered her a can of PhD. Pepper. "Want some?" He said sweetly. "I-I've never had one." She took the can and looked at it curiously before opening it. "What does it taste like?" Saeyoung replied with his cheeky smile, "It tastes like pure heaven, trust me." He sits on his chair and gulps down the rest of his soda.

She pulled down her scarf and went to take a sip. Burn marks were visible on one side of her cheek and jaw. "It tastes good" she said monotonously. "Good to hear!" Saeyoung said cheerfully.

She sat down as well, taking another sip from the soda can. Saeyoung opens his computer, screen away from her and does some background research on her; curiosity getting the better of him. He ends up finding out about a deceased mother and abusive father, but nothing about the burn marks. He figured it must be something recent. (Y/n)'s former job was at the game company that was burnt down, so she probably got caught in the fire.

Saeyoung looks at (y/n) and speaks carefully. "Hey!.. anything happen recently?" He was worried that this was too forward, but his curiosity was getting too strong. (Y/n) flinched and said "wh-what do you mean?" Saeyoung replied, "Oh, uh, just, anything happen?" Saeyoung forced himself to act more casual and less awkward. "Like, I recently got to see my favourite cat, Elly!.." (y/n) replied in a small voice, "a-all I did was lay around in a hospital bed." Saeyoung was taken aback by her response, but decided to dig a little deeper further. "Ah, if I may ask, what happened?" He asked while looking at her directly in the eyes. She moved her eyes away from his intent stare. "Y-you know that game company that burnt down?" Saeyoung jolted a bit answering desperately "Yes??" She replied nervously "I-I used to work there.. game design and coding... if I hadn't run back inside.. I wouldn't be half burnt.. b-but I just had to get the game files.. to get everything online once it was fixed.. or else none of the games could stay in the business. I got shot while on my way." Saeyoung was surprised by this story "Oh!" He looked to the ground and thought for a second before repeating "o-oh.. are you.." He looked at her once more and finished "ok?" His eyes were filled with concern. "S-so.. I'm sorry if you sometimes hear me fall... I-I can't feel my legs very well." Saeyoung stared at her legs and, without thinking, put one of his hands on her thigh. (Y/n) was surprised by his action. "W-what's wrong?" Saeyoung looked at her again "oh, uh.." he completely froze with his hand still on her thigh while gazing into her (e/c) eyes. (Y/n) looked at his honey coloured eyes, and cramped together slightly and gulped. He moved his hand a bit, though still resting in place "are you ok?" He said while feeling a weird sensation that he was unfamiliar with. She just nodded weakly. Feeling very overwhelmed, he just rested his head on her shoulder and muttered "sorry.. haha.." she gulped again and managed to stutter "i-it's ok." Saeyoung put his other hand on her waist and turned his head to speak into her neck "why am I.. feeling like this?.. what feeling is this?.." She closed her eyes and forced out "whatever you want to do just do it already." He was unsure about her statement, but looked at her closed eyes, muttering "..sorry" and hesitantly kissed her, but tightened his grip on her waist and thigh. (Y/n) flinched and tried to move away. She seemed to panic. He rested his forehead on hers and looked at her closed eyes uncertain. "Are you ok with this?" She shook her head and some tears dropped down her eyes. He took his forehead and hands off her quickly and started wiping her tears with a cloth which was in his back pocket and stuttered "so-sorry.." She backed off only managing to get out "I-I" and Saeyoung just stumbled back into his chair and looked down regretfully "crap.. I'm incredibly sorry.. I really don't know what came over me.." She said softly "w-we only just met" he replied with a self disgust and hatred in his voice "yes, I understand that.. I-I need to go.."

Saeyoung walked out of the room, giving time for both of them to organise their thoughts. (Y/n) shivered and hugged herself before she started to sob, whilst meanwhile, Saeyoung rushed to the bathroom and slammed the door behind him. "Crap!! What the hell was that!? I'm such an idiot!" He fell backwards into the door and slid down to the ground, feeling incredibly confused about his actions and feelings.