To The Boy I Love Now #toalltheboyscontest

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Dear Daniel,

Hey! I know you're never going to read this, but hey I've liked you for so long. Since 6th and friends have been non stop teasing me about you. I wish you could tell me how you feel. It feels like you want to tell me something but you don't. Whether it's to reject me or not I still feel like you need to tell me. Our birthdays are close too. I'm scared to invite you. I don't want you to say no to coming over. I make up songs about you. I want you to just talk to me more. I want to be able to hug you. I want to be able to get close to you, but then you found out I like you. I mean we have been getting close but I just feel like it's out of pity. I just want you to hug me and not just a quick hug. A long nice hug, one that i can cherish for a long time. I hope we get in the same high school. If only you felt the same way. 

Look I've had so many times where I believed you liked someone else. Remember when everyone was asking if you like Sheyla. Well people were convincing me that you do and that really broke my heart. I almost cried that day. Don't worry though. I had people like Adela, Sherlyn and Gavin to comfort me. Picture day... it was really great, but so embarrassing. I got dress coded and my auditions were that day. I completely embarrassed myself. I felt so stupid. I felt like you hated me. I'm so sorry that I'm an idiot. I just feel my feelings getting stronger for you and I'm scared it is. I'm scared that you'll reject me and I'll cry my heart out. I'm so scared to get hurt. I wish I wasn't scared. I care too much about you. If you find someone else... I'll be hurt of course, but I'll be happy you found someone. I only wish the best for you no matter how much it hurts me. Even is you say "Go away I hate you" I'll cry but I'll still like you. If that is really what you want I will respect, but I can't promise I won't be happy. If you annoyed by my friends... I'm sorry. I am really really really sorry I like you. I hope you forgive me...

Well Now I'm going to lighten up the mood. You don't know why I like you. Well to start it off let's go with the basics that every girl says. You're cute, funny, amazing and you are perfect. For me it's because you never fail to make me laugh. You are so smart. You are everything I want in my life. I like you so much. I feel like I need you in my life. I'm scared to lose. I dare to say I love you...

Love,                        

 Kiara Cloeh <3