Illusions (Enoch O'connor)

Music playlist

Wake up: Andy Biersack
" We won't let them turn away. We'll show them what we're made. We'll be here when their heart stops beating!"

Queens don't: Raelynn
" Queens don't hate queens don't lie. A queen don't stay unless her king treats her right."

Monster: Skillet
" This secret side of me. I never let you see. I feel the rage and I can't control it."

Gasoline: Halsey
" Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me. Do people whisper bout you on the train like me? Saying I shouldn't wast a pretty face like me?"

So cold: Ben cocks
" When you told me you'd leave. I felt like I couldn't breathe. My aching body fell to the floor."

Let you down: NF
" I'm sorry that I let you down. I wish I could say I'm proud."

O.d.d: Hey Violet
" I'm a little O D D. Most people really don't get me. I'm the girl in the back of the class. Blank stare. Don't care. Don't ask."

Emperor's new clothes:
P!ATD
" Welcome to the end of eras. Dress me up to watch me die."

Demons in my head: Bmike
" Can somebody just help me out! Am I going crazy?! Somebody just let me know!"

Paint it black: Andy Biersack
" Every time you walk away
I lose the one I need to save
I just paint it black
Like starting over
Every time I lose a fight
And I'm dying to be right
I just paint it black
So you remember
This won't last forever
It's just another night."

Hypnotic: Zella Day
" I wanna be on the front line, knotted up suit ties
Talking like a headstrong mamma
Got a picture in your wallet
Making me a habit, wearing your vintage t-shirt
Tied ribbons on your top hat
Telling me I'm all that, just like the girls from your hometown."

Blood//water: Mashmellow
" We'll never get free
Lamb to the slaughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water
The price of your greed
Is your son and your daughter
What you gon' do
When there's blood in the water."

Dark Paradise: Lana del ray
" Loving you forever, can't be wrong
Even though you're not here, won't move on."

Savages: Marina and The Diamonds
" We live, we die
We steal, we kill, we lie
Just like animals
But with far less grace
We laugh, we cry
Like babies in the night
Forever running wild
In the human race."

Kids in the dark: A.T.L
" We come together
State of the art
We'll never surrender
The kids in the dark
So let the world sing
What a shame
What a shame
Beautiful scars
On critical veins
Come together
State of the art
We'll never surrender
The Kids in the dark."

Paralysed: NF
" I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed."

Serial Killer: Moncrieff
" I'm addicted to the taste of your blood red lips and you're sinking your finger tips
I don't want the truth when I'm with you."

Let you down: NF
" All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down."

Silence: Mashmellow
" I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long."

Heroine: Sleeping with Sirens
" Darling, can you hear me?
Heroine, my sweetest sin

I can't seem to get enough
Pull me under, wake me up
Feel the rush
Morphine lover make me numb
Make it so I can't get up
Paper-thin till you sink in
Could you be my heroine?"

Roger Rabbit: Sleeping with Sirens
" Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say."

Saturn: Sleeping at last
" You taught me the courage of stars before you left
How light carries on endlessly even after death
With shortness of breath you explained the infinite
How rare and beautiful it is to even exist."

Wires: Neighbourhood
" We talked about making it
I'm sorry that you never made it
And it pains me just to hear you have to say it
You knew the game and played it
It kills to know that you have been defeated."

Hey bully: Mogan Frazier
" In the back of the bus, you're a big star
But you took a little joke a little too far
And the headline news says
The kids aren't always playing so nice
Out in the schoolyard."

Broken girl: Mathew West
" This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You are
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl."

Afraid: Neighbourhood
" Keep on dreaming, don't stop giving, fight those demons
Sell your soul, not your whole self
If they see you when you're sleeping, make them leave it
And I can't even see if it's all there anymore so."

I was here: Beyonce
" I want to say I lived each day, until I die
And know that I meant something in, somebody's life
The hearts I have touched, will be the proof that I leave
That I made a difference, and this world will see."

You don't know me: Elizabeth Gillies
" I'm dangerous, I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
You don't know me
And the longer that you stay, the ice is melting
And the pain feels okay, it feels okay."