fucking lost

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            ☆☆☆Tobias's pov☆☆☆

"A-are you fu-ucking serious Ti-im?!" I say getting so frustrated. We're doing a mission for slenderman in Rosswood and guess who got us lost . The guy who's lived here for his WHOLE  life . "No Toby I'd lie about being lost , I 100% know where I'm going" Tim says sarcastically. He sighs and turns to hoodie . "Brian , do you have any idea of where we are?" . Wait a second . Oh my fucking God . Hoodies name is Brian.  Brian . The only thing I know about those two is that masky's name is Tim and he takes pills .I think Tim realizes what he said . They're super secretive.  "Do NOT call me that !" , Brian storms off . "Hoodie wait!" Tim runs after him .

  I'm kinda sad now . I'm thinking about how they exclude me . Act like I'm a kid .I'm almost 20 . I hear shouting  . I'm very sensitive to noise so I cover my ears  . I try not to think of my parents . "Toby , hey, Toby  it's okay . What's wrong?" I hear someone say . I look up . Oh , it's Tim . "U-uh we-ll  I'm re-re um really noi-ise sens-itive , s-sorry " , I can't stop stuttering , I must look so pathetic.

"Don't apologise Toby,  it's okay we stopped , I  uh - " Tim looks at me like he wants to understand or maybe he does? I don't know , I can't think . Brian puts his hand on my shoulder.  "Dude come on let's find a place to sleep tonight , I heard there's a cottage in these woods " , wow he can speak! Haha . He never really speaks to me . "O-okay" I smile at them , though it's hard to tell with my mask thing on my face.

We walk for a while in silence . They've only been proxies for about  six months . I mean I haven't even seen their faces . They don't know a lot about me either . Neither of them have seen my scar on the side of my face . "S-so why don't y-you like be- being called uh ste-ven" I can't remeber his name . They start laughing . "Oh my god Toby,  ha not Steven , my real names Brian,  ha but I don't like being called that because it reminds me of-" ,he looks at his feet .
Tim cuts in " of when we ,well, when he was normal haha"

"Normal? B-b-but you guys a-are pre-tty no-rma-l . At least com compared to me ha ", I giggle nervously . Tim sighs . "Who cares about normal , like wtf even is normal ? Ya know " . "Yeah you're right " Brian says . "I-I have a- a great i-idea , tru-truth orr dare " , really this is probably gonna make them hate me but whatever I'm bored .
 
"Yeah, okay ,that should be fun but let's sit down first",Tim says taking off his jacket and putting it on the forest floor . He's wearing a white tanktop underneath.  If that's what they're called . Brian and I sit down next to Tim. "Okay, who wants to go first ? " ,says brian. "I volunteer as tribute " Tim says . He's so cringy. But it's kinda cute , I guess .

  "Toby , truth or dare?" ."hm truth". "What's your full name?". " Oh we're starting off st-strong , it's Tobias Erin Rodgers ".They look at each other weirdly.  "You're turn Mr Rodgers haha " Brian laughs . "F-fine Brian truth or dare ?"."I'm not a pussy so dare " . Yesyesyesyes.  "Take off y-your ma-mask thing" . I'm so excited . "Only if you take off both of yours ". Shit . Well it's okay, they probably have fucked up faces too. "F-fine". "On the count of three , one , two , three" . We all take off our masks . I look up expecting to see monsters . Wtf. They look ... cute?!?. Brian's human? Masky has a nose ? FuCkIng SiDEburns? Jesus . "Uh Toby, hello ? You still there?" ,Brian smiles . Omfg that smile . "I'm h-here , wh-why didn't you te-tell me you we're hot?",  I smile .

Brians blushing . He's blushing . This is amazing . And now I'm thinking about my scar and my pale skin and my panda bags under my eyes . Tim chimes in "not to bad yourself Tobias, how'd ya get that scar?", wow he's fucking adorable . "I uh kin-nda chewed it ?" . "It's so cool!",  Brian comes close to me and runs his finger over the outline of it. 

   "Ha- nno it's nott" ,I say getting flustered . "Yes it is  , and noww I've seen it, I'm just gonna put it out there that I'm bisexual " , he winks at me ."Same " , Tim says ligting a cigarette. They look at me expecting a retort ."I thought y-you guys knew i-I'm gay?". They look at each other . Then at me . Then at each other again . Tim sits down next to me ."ever heard of polyamory Tobias? " . Polyamory?  Isn't that a three person relationshi-.I look at them . "Y-yes ? Wwait you want m-me too ....uh Yes pl-please !". Brian starts laughing ."Tim man captures the heart of another civilian! "Tim proclaims in a funny voice ."t-Tim man ?haha " .Brian whispers to me "you're gonna love this ,he's insane !"

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