Hi,I am Khalil and I am gay. I have had 2 boys that I liked 3-5(1) and 5-8(2) I am currently going to eight grade tomorrow (8/5/18). I am not good at writing and I will just try. My first crush is Lucas... He was so cute,and quiet... I couldn't get the courage to talk to him but I like him since the third grade. But what broke my heart is when I found out he was dating one of my best friends... Trinity. She was really nice and I got so jealous when I saw them together and his friends notice my staring and started telling him and me staring.(Reminder:This was for 2 years)He was my first gay crush...first crush actually. But the thing is when 4th grade ended came he moved. Moving on the next guy he came to my school in 5th grade and I thought he was so sweet and adorable(btw he is my crush all the way to now). He basically replaced Lucas , oh his name was Joshua,no I haven't talked to him well only once and it's because I was in his class for a day(or more..later tho)I found out his name when 5th grade graduation came and I looked for his name. So I don't want to bore you with my summer that year so middle school I wasn't ready to see him, and I was scared I didn't look right but I got my confidence and went to school. I saw most of the kids weren't at school including him but,I knew I had to see him tomorrow but I wasn't really effecting me. But on he first day I knew I had another boy to impress his name was Ryan. Now he was the real crush I had talked to a lot. I knew I didn't have a chance he had 2 girlfriends when he was in my school. So I actually talked to him and only one person knew about Joshua and Ryan one of my best friend to this day , Isabella. I knew I could trust her she part of the LGBTQ+ community(I know more tho but she is that only one I really trust). Ryan was my ultimate crush because of his doughy eyes,curly hair,and his body..Oh my his body. Okay that's enough of that he was really sweet too. I was friends with his 2nd girlfriend but his first didn't go to our school , but his old school. That broke up middle of six grade.Second Joshua looked so cute and he got taller almost taller than me.But end of my crush on Ryan ended this year...he transferred..Imma wrap this up because I'm close the 500 words and it's 2:57 in the morning. But the one thing I can stop thinking about tomorrow and seeing Joshua tomorrow ....hopefully didn't transfer.
The writer,
Khalil Barrow
