I feel sick...
not like sneezing caughing sick . Sick in my head.
i feel like ... im going crazy sometimes
BUT
i know im FINE. Right ? i know im not normale like other people.
People aks me Why u are always so sad ? i tell them that i dont know i dont know i dont know
Cuz i dont understand that why is this so hard like why is this so sick.
Im not doing great ... im trying so hard but i cant cuz here will be always something that will shot me down that make me feel so ... dead i just guess that this just REAL LIFE
IS JUST LIKE U ARE SCREAMING BUT NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU...
I dont even know why i keep saying that im fine when im not..
everyday i woke up but i wish i hadnt im just alone right.. you know there is a moment when u tell yourself is fine everything is going to be okay you are okay for a some days but everthing hit as hard that it can be hit u dont know what to do .. i feel like i have lost myself so i just cry and cry and just say:
Im sorry i dont know what is going wrong with me . or i keep telling myself that u are fine when u are not fine .
in fact im are just tired
im are tied of crying
im are tired of yelling
im are tired of being unloved
im are tired of being angry
im are tired of being cray
but im are tired of being tired
and i just need that everything to stop but nothing stop i just want to run away.. and here it came a moment when i ask myself what i am
CRAY OR INSANE
i like to call myself insane i dont know why maybe cuz im one ...
