Quicksand

One

I had my life totally organised and I was the girl everyone liked to be around. When I moved back to Florida to live with my dad. (James) my populair life all of sudden was gone. I knew nobody, so I felt really alone and my dad wasn't really good in you know .. Father-Daughter conversations. I was sitting on the couch just doing nothing, when suddenly my dad came in to the living room and asked me what was wrong. Just like everyday I told him there was nothing to worry about. He sat down next to me and said; Lexi, I know something is bothering you because I can see it in your eyes. Right after he said it, I started crying like a little baby and couldn't help myself. I was drowning in my own tears and I didn't even knew what I was crying for. I'm not the type of girl that cries alot you know, just hopeless when it comes to tv shows and movies. My dad all of sudden dissapeared and came back with a mug of hot coco in his hand. He gave it to me and I burned my tongue when I wanted to drink it. Because dads coco was the best. What is going on Lexi? He asked with this big blue puppy eyes. I got the same blue eyes as my dad, really big and very bright. Then I started telling him what bothered me. I felt alone because my dad is a cop, he works like al the time and my mother was always home so she could take care of me. My parents divorced when I was 5 years old and I had no clue of what was going on. I only knew I would not see my dad for a while. That while was 6 years. When my mother agreed with my dad that he would have me in the summer for about two weeks each summer or if I wanted to stay longer I just had to ask them. So i spend every summer in this house. But the last time was 3 years ago. Because my mother had a new fioncé I decided to move in to my dads place. Not because I didn't liked the man who my mother wanted to marry. As a matter of fact I liked him in every way, Christian feels like a dad to me, but I just don't want to be around them every day. He has a carreer and he travels alot. But my mom always stayed home for me. And I don't like the idea of her sitting at home waiting for me to come back. So i decided to give them some space. And I moved in with my dad. I really like my dad, he is nice, easy and not sticky and somethimes sticky people are nice. But not if your mom is sticky and you have to deal with her everyday.