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let's go

So after a week of convincing and telling my parents that how I can take care of my self finally they said yes.

Right now I am packing my stuff and my mom is helping me.

'Baby i Know you are responsible but still you are our Lil girl ,your dad he just concerned for you'. She said

'I know that but he can't keep me here forever. I know he loves me but sometimes he becomes over protective'. I said

She smiled a little and said 'i know but that's bcoz you are youngest in family but I have a question? She said with a serious tone.

'and what's that? I said.

'Are you sure you want to become a kpop artist I mean this is something different there will be lots of struggles'.she said with a concern voice.

'I know Mom but I think I should give a try after all I will become a trainee first.' i said with a smile.

'hmm ok as you say at least you will get to meet those guys you always talk what was there name again? She said.

I smile shyly and said 'Bangtan um BTS yeah I hope so'.

I have flight in two days so my friend's decided to throw a farewell party for me and I am a girl who like to be simple but also like to dress up so I right now wearing a red sleeve less red top , black shorts and black block heels.

At my friend's house

Suprise (boom)

And that was a party popper I looked in front of me and I saw my my best friends, few ex school mates and my friends from my dance class. All were cheering.

I narrowed my eye to one particular person and that was 'Hina' after saying thank you and excuse me to other people in the room. I dragged her in her room.

'Dont tell me you told them that I am selescted by bighit and I am going south korea. It meant to be hidden. I can't let this thing spread before official announcement'.i said in one breath without stopping.

She just laughed and said 'do you think I am dumb. Off course I know I can't tell anyone right now.

'So what did told them'.i said by calming my self.

'I told them that you are selected in a dance academy in New York City and you are going there to learn more dancing.'she said .

'And they believed you'. I said with a doubt.

'Yes. oh come on Y/N every person in this city knows that how good you are in dancing' .so it was easy.she said with a huge smile on her lipns.

'Now I can say that my best friend has become intelligent'. I said in a teasing tone.

'Yeah Babe you can say that'.she said proudly.

'Oh god I am gonna miss you so much'.i said pulling her for a hug.

Honestly I am a emotional girl my family and friends means a lot to me. I never thought that one day I will be going to an entire different country then mine but I also wanted to know what I wanted from my life bcoz right now I am having a biggest opportunity that anyone want to have.

'I will miss you too but I know that you are gonna remember me forever bcoz that kind of person you are'. She said while tightening the hug.

'Thank you'.i said with tears in my eyes

'No you don't need to you have done a lot for me it's just a payback'.she said.

Hmm.

'I think we should go every one is waiting for party to start'.she said losing' the hug.

'Just a lil longer'.i said while still holding.

So here I am lying on my bed watching the ceiling of my room. this my last night in this house,city and county before going to Seoul. I don't know when I will come here again maybe next year or after that .I going to miss this comfort and warmth so it's the last good night for now my room.