please send help

my name all you know

I cant sleep when you know as much as I do as much as some of us do. tell me how do you life, with the night mares, the flashes of constant fear, even if we are so opposed can we really be saved. the uproar in fear takes a tol on my young hart, I know I cant live for much longer, I cant stop the fear it takes control how may I live. I mean I do life but the pain never leaves me.

dear God send help I cant do this any more please send down an angel the spirite of god send me comfrothoj;