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'For her this was needed to be rid of the pain'
Trigger warning
"I'm so done with this bitch." Destiny said taking a puff of her vape. "Then drop her." Jackson said. We were all vaping together. I recently introduced Jackson to her and we all get along great. "So what's up with you guys?" Jackson said. "Depressed as always." The younger said "Same" I said exhaling the smoke.
"Can I ask you a question?" The younger said. "Sure" I said. "How did you get into vaping if your an idol?" "How did you get into vaping your so young?" "Hyung I'm serious." I chuckled "Well I don't know, just happened." "Oh okay."

I got inside the door and took off my shoes. I'm feeling worse than usual. Today I got way more hate than usual. Specifically by the worst person @/jikookminisreal so ive been feeling extra down. I decided to talk a bath so I went to get my clothes and turn on the water

I stepped in the warm water and let it cover my body. Softly playing the the background was a few of my favorites x lil peep and juice. It was a sad mix. After a while I found myself cry and reaching for the blade. "I really do use the maknaes." I said sliding the blade across my wrist. "I'm dumb and fat." I said sliding the blade across my wrist twice. "I'm useless I'm a disgrace." I kept saying word as I slide the blades across my wrist until I was satisfied. I drained the water and dried myslef off. Once I was dressed I put on my clothes and went to my room.

As soon as a got to my room I ran to my bed and fell asleep.
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A banger. Bye.