Mi Madre-Vkook

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{Taehyung's prov}

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"Come on tae! Let's catch up with the others!"

Shouted Jimin running towards me. I yelled back a yeah and restarted on my locker combination. As I opened my locker I found a another lengthy letter attacking my hands. I got starddled and let the letter touch the floor. Soon enough I picked it up while mumbling under my breath.

Not this again.

I opened the letter that was put in a purple envelope. The letter had paragraphs over paragraphs in big script. Then as I reached the end of the letter it said the same initials as the other letters and erasers J.J. As I was looking at the letter this person wanted me to meet her at Carat Cafe. I was looking to see if this person had any pronouns. Soon enough Jimin attacked me with a big hug and got me off of balance.

"What do you have there Tae?"

Asked Jimin looking over Taehyung's shoulder.

" Its just it's the same person again. Now this time this person wants me to meet her at Carat Cafe. Jimin you know that my mother won't let me go."

Taehyung said as he got his belongings and shut his locker and walked off with Jimin to catch up with Namjoon, Seokjin, Hoseok, and Yoongi.

"Well Taehyung I don't know what to tell you, this person already asked you if you want to meet them twice. Plus you get a win since the person was so sincere that they invited you to go meet them at holiday break."

Jimin said skimming the letter again and again. Taehyung looked down at the school floor tiles and his shoes and though about it. Probably it is time. Probably I really do want to meet this person. It just I don't know how I'm going to meet her ... and plus it's in holiday break. My mother keeps me working to the bone when it comes to holidays. If I spoke to this to my mother she would rip the letters and burn everything and tell me to don't fall for it. She would just debunk everything and say that she is the only one that loves me.... nobody else.

"Jimin I don't know... plus even if I go, which probably I won't, I don't have any proper clothes. Also who is going to take care of Mei? She can only be by herself only for an hour and my mother won't even let me go."

" Then just sneak out."

Jimin stated walking towards their friends and looking back at him giving him a slight smile. Taehyung knew how Jimin hated his mother and wanted the best for Taehyung.

I caught up with my friends and during the small time that my friends were walking home with me I felt a weird feeling almost being loved. But how can this be love? If I can't love myself? If I can't even myself then does that means that I can't feel other people's love? But how do I know this feeling is love? If my mother told me that she is only one and will be the only one that would provide my love.

As the Korean male was thinking about the type of feeling that he was feeling. He was so deep in thought that he forgot to enjoy the special moment that his friends and him were having. He forgot to live in the moment. He even forgot how to be human.

When my friends and I reached my long dirt driveway. My friends planted their feet where the dirt road and the paved road reached. I walked forward a few steps and looked behind me. Seeing my friends waiting and looked back at me. I thanked them for walking me home and we even settled a date when we could try meeting each other during the break. I agreed that I could meet the date that they assigned us to meet and so off I went back to my beloved home with my beloved family of mine.