Help Me (danti)

chapter one

         *Antis POV*
I was sitting alone again. Jack isn't home even if he was he wouldn't care what I'm doing. Dark... My only friend is currently pissed at me for a stupid reason so he wouldn't care either. Mark?  Mark doesn't care in general he he. Oh?  What am I doing I'll tell you cause probably don't care either. Anyway I'm taking a bath a razor blade gripped tightly in one hand as I watch the blood from my wrist run turning the water red. There's a lot of blood and yet I haven't passed out.... Yet anyway. I hope I pass out and never wake up. That's when the front door open and then slam close. Great my father is home. I quickly get up not even bothering to drain the water cause he doesn't care. Gets a towel and quickly run to my room managing not to draw attention to myself. I sit on my bed tracing the cuts loving the blood that runs down my arm and off my fingers. Eventually they stop bleeding which makes me sigh. I love to watch my blood, my life force, drain from my pathetic and body. I hear a loud crash from the living room. Sounds like my father passed out drunk again maybe this time he won't wake up. I get dressed in a long sleeve shirt and sweater and a pair of black jeans. I wake to the living room seeing my father on the floor I just shrug and walk outside. I put on the best fake smile and head to school. Yes school. Your probably wondering why I was taking a bath before school and for that long. I couldn't sleep so I took a bath. And where is school stuff?  I don't have any the teachers gave up on me. As I walk to school I see a car and step in front of it. (A/N:  me)
But of course the car stopped and the driver yelled.
"Watch it dumbass I could of hit you" He yells at the top of his lungs. I mutter softly
"That was the point " The driver stares dumbfounded before driving off quickly. I finally get to school. I see Dark talking to Jack while Mark stands there unsure what to do I can't help but feel bad for him he's left out. I go to walk pass them but Dark suddenly grabs hold of my wrist. This causes unbearable pain but I bite my lip. Before I can say or do much of anything Dark pulls my into a hug.
"I'm sorry Anti I'm so sorry. Jack told me the truth I'm so sorry I got angry " Dark says softly to me.
"It's alright Dark" I say with my fake as smile plaster on to my face.
"Alright lets go to class" Dark says letting go of me. I nod my head and followes him. We get our class and to our seats. I have a fake as smile on but no one will even notice. Soon enough the teacher walks in along with cry...