The reason behind the scars ( On Hold)

Chapter 3: No turning back now

Hey guys sorry for the long update. But I've been really busy with school and all but know I promise I will try and update regularly...BTW I edited the pervious chapters...

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The walk home was so long, neh  I'm just kidding it was 20 minutes away.

As I reach the apartment buildings we live in. I can only think of the worst that could happen. I reach the door and here it is.  No turning back now.

The door opens easily and I find my mother passed out on the couch with beer bottles all over, as soon as I finish locking the door. I move the empty beer bottles and put them in the trash. I take the blanket from the other couch and put it over her. Before I walk away I kiss her forehead, "night mum" I whisper. despite all the things she has done to me I still love her. I tried to hate her but I can't.  She's all I have left. I lost my father and I can't loss her too, even if she's not a great mother figure.

"Night love" she replies in her sleep. I smile and walk away I wonder if she knew it was me.

Entering the bathroom is stripped out of the clothes, and take a long relaxing shower. I wrap a towel around me and enter my room.  I put on shorts and a tank top.

This is the only time I wear revealing clothes. Grabbing my bag I decided to do homework since this will be the only time I can do it.

After three hours I finished all my homework and the task that's due in two weeks.

Finally I get some shut eye. Cuddling with my pillow in my blanket of warmth I immediately fall asleep. With one thought in my mind. Who's the mysterious hot guy.

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Walking up early seems to be  a  habit now. I'm up before my alarm rings. The time now is  4:45 am. I get up and have a shower for 15 minutes, then get out and dress in black high waist skinny jeans and a white skull top and my white vans. I leave my hair loose in its messy curls.

Thank goodness it's Friday. I shove my books into my bag and I ran out of the house before 'she' wakes up, making sure I leave a note.

As I walk to school my mind wonders back to last night. I don't know why I kept thinking of him... what's his name? Next time I bumble into him I'll ask.

As if the universe in on my side I see him coming out of a store. He looks up and sees me, then he looks away.

Hmmm strange, I guess his gonna act like yesterday never happened.

Pushing away that thought I look up only to see his gone... me being someone that could care less, I continue walking.

I feel a presence behind me "Hey beautiful" I hear a deep sexy voice say. Turning around I see the sexy blue eyed stranger.

"Hey" I reply giving a soft smile. He just stares at me in my eyes. I stare back and he scrunches his eyebrows together then smirks.

"Want some company" he gestures to the path that leads to school.

I nod and decide to ask now. "So what your name cause I will end up calling you blue all day long " my eyes widen I Said to much.

He shakes his head and smiles but quickly covers it up and replies me "Troy Scott Russo."

I smile "wow I finally know you name" I say to myself.

"What was that" he adds looking at me. "Uhm nothing... or how's your leg?" He looks at me frowning, then brushes it off "It's a bit sore, but it's getting better."