Would you ever

Getting the word out...

"hey babe how are you?" I smiled walking up to my boyfriend and wrapping him into a hug. A hug like in the movies where they haven't seen each other in a while and they hug and sway back and forth. My hands were up around his neck and his on my waist near my butt. I took one of my hands and pulled his up to my back. "Oh I'm good. How was you're summer?" He smiled and let go leaving me wanting more hugs. "Oh it was good so was the vacation, but I missed you so much and skyping wasn't enough" I pouted. "Aweh you're so cute" He smiled at me and I blushed. "Shut up" I looked down hiding my face. "Hey Maria!" My friend shouted out from down the hallway and walked quickly to me. "Hey what's up??" I looked at her as she stumbled to get to me without being her clumsy self. "Oh nothing I just haven't seen my friend for 2 and 1/ months but ya know that's fine I'll just leave! It's no problem!"  By now I was laughing and she was glaring at me. "WHAT??" she shouted angrily. "I was being serious" she looked down and blushed. "It's okay. I missed you a lot!" I said and ran into hug her. "You too <3!" she said and did the heart sign with her fingers. "But I have to let you get back to what you two were doing" she smirked and winked! I playfully smacked her arm and while blushing said "Hey! We were just hugging and saying hi to eachother" I She laughed and said "sure" in a sarcastic way and walked down the other direction of the hallway. "So where were we?" I looked back to my boyfriend and smirked. "Um well actually I have to go but we'll continue later?" He questioned. Offended I faked a smile and said 'sure.'

       

        "I just don't understand" I walked through the lunch line with Chloe.  "it just doesn't seem like him" she looked sorryful at me. "I know and I can't say he hasn't seemed like himself lately because all that we connected through was skype and we'll he didn't seem any different." I sat down at the table and moved my tray out of the way to lay my head down on the table and rest on my crossed arms, looking at Chloe. "Yeah I understand" she looked to me but she didnt. She didn't know him the way I did. I knew something was wrong and I was going to get to the bottom of it.  So I just nodded and sat up when I saw him walking through the line. He looked at me and I smiled and waved but he looked away at some other table and walked towards it. The reason this was so weird was because we always sit at lunch together and it was the first day of the year and he wasn't sitting by me even though he always did. When he totally ignored my wave and seeing him go to the other table and sit by this girl and put his arm over her shoulder i got jealous. Okay so I probably should tell you this would be noticed because he is the quarter back of the football team and pretty popular so I don't know why he chose me.

    

        After lunch I decided to walk up to jake and confront him about the "arm" thing. As I struggled to catch up the girl came up to him and handed him a piece of paper. Oh god was I going to kill this girl I mean just get the hell away from him. Finally I had caught up and tapped him on the shoulder slightly. He turned around on his heel and looked at me. "Yeah?" He questioned my appearance all of a sudden. "Um hey I was just wondering what happened at lunch and all that plus what does that paper say?" I eyed it curiously and hoped to pieces that it would start on fire. He sighed and rolled his eyes. A gesture of annoyance I see. What could I have possibly done? "Look Maria it was just a friendly thing to cheer her up. Plus what does it matter to you what the paper says?" Seriously? SERIOUSLY?? "Um well it matters because I'm you're girlfriend. Not her. And I can get jealous just like every other human being and even animals just anything but I do get jealous." I glared at him. "Oh god look we can talk later I have to go okay??" He tried to walk off but I stopped him. "No I wanna talk now!" I whispered and looked around for any people looking suspiciously at us. "You know what no I am done. Done with all of your stuff. Maria we are over! Got it? OVER. I am sick off you and have been for a while now. You get jealous to easily, you're annoying, and most of all I'm sick of seeing the same old face. I want a new one. A prettier one!" He shouted and by now tears were threatening to fall as people watched him

go off at me. "Good because I was getting sick off you too and I just didn't want to hurt you after all you are a big soft baby!" I shouted in his face and walked off. I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom as the tears fell uncontrollably. I reached the bathroom and ran in grabbing the toilet paper to fix my makeup. "Hey who's in  here and why ya crying?" a cheery  voice asked. I put my hand over my mouth but only got muffled sounds. "Hey I have been here enough to know what putting your hand on your mouth sounds like and I'm not stupid so im going to ask this one more time, who are ya and why are you crying" i looked around for an escape but every way i looked there was either part of the stall or a wall. God why didn't i pick the stall with the window to cry in. "Um why should I let you know?" I questioned, hands still on my mouth. "Um because I'm concerned. I'm not a teacher so I can be a friend." she said softly.  In her voice you could just hear the worry and to be honest it scared me. I mean not a lot of people worry for me. my mom's always working and so is my dad. They both run their own business's and I haven't seen them in months. I have people that watch out for me like the chefs or the maids and butlers. The only person who knew that though just broke up with me. Besides him and a couple of others I just kinda stuck to myself. I'm not really that much of a people girl. Yet when this girl said this, my heart just began to be at faster and I blurted out my story. I blurted out how my parent are never there, how they have never been to a single one of my birthdays since I was 3, how the chefs and butlers and maids are the only ones there for me, how my boyfriend just broke up with me and pretty much said I wasn't pretty enough. I just broke, feeling terrified of anything to come next. I unsurely exited the stall and saw a girl I never thought I would ever see again. I saw my only friend that had moved to years agao, and new about about the maids and butlers. She stood there staring widely at me and then gestured for me to hug her. I ran into her arms and burst out crying. I had missed her so much and now she was here.