Cut(song fanfic DanteXBEN)

Not a stranger.

No, I am yours.

With crippled anger,

And tears that still drip sore.

Why wouldn't he just tell me? What did I do? Did I do something wrong? I asked myself this as I watched my beloved kiss another girl. Tears burned as they fell down my face. I stood up from the bushes so he could see me through the window. His bloody black eyes opened and met my own. They widened in shock.

A fragile frame aged

With misery

And when our eyes meet

I know you see.

He pulled away from the girl and stared at me. "How could you?" I mouthed to him. He started to run towards the front door of the house so I ran away from him. Tears blurred my vision as I ran to the forest, to my home. I burst through the front door and went straight to the kitchen. I hated this feeling that was inside of me.

I do not want to be afraid.

I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in.

I'm tired of feeling so numb.

Was this fear that I was feeling? Every breath I took hurt my chest and my very being felt cold and numb. I pulled open the drawer and picked up what I was looking for.

Relief exist, I find it when...

Rolling up my sleeve, I pulled the blade of the knife against my skin. Blood pooled around the wide cut on my arm.

I am cut.

I stared as the blood spilled off my arm and painted the tile floor red. I felt relief wash over me as the blood fell. I felt better. The door to my house was blown off its hinges as I snapped my head to the sound. I saw him standing there, his eyes filled with regret. But once he saw my arm, his face twisted with fear.

I may seem crazy

Or painfully shy

And these scars wouldn't be so hidden

If you would just look me in the eye.

I feel alone here and cold here

Though I don't wanna die.

But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside.

"Are you crazy?!" He roared. Yes, I am. Don't you know that already? I watched him put a towel under the faucet and run the water. It was cold against my skin. He suddenly pushed up my sleeve, exposing the horizontal scars that covered my arms. Black drops splattered on my skin as he wiped the blood away. He was crying, but why? He doesn't care about me, he cares about the other girl. I looked up at his face. Black tears fell down his face as he looked at mine, but he wouldn't look me in the eyes. Why? My heart felt frozen solid...I am alone now. I have no one. But, I don't want to die either...

"Why?" I asked him. "Why would you do this to me?" I asked standing up. He pulled me back down into his lap and wrapped me in his arms. "Let go of me."

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"No your not."

"I AM!!"

"NO!!"

"YES!!"

"SHUT UP!!" I screamed. I scratched and clawed until he let go of me. "YOUR LYING!!!" I roared as I ran out the front door.

I do not want to be afraid.

I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in.

I'm tired of feeling so numb.

Relief exist, I find it when...

I am cut.

I heard his feet pound behind me as I sped through the forest. Tears started to fill my vision and it became harder to see where I was going. The ground beneath my feet vanished and I felt myself falling. My body flooded with pain as I hit the ground.

Pain

I ignored the pain and stood up and kept running. I was probably a few miles away when my body couldn't take it anymore. I collapsed and fell into a bunch of fallen leaves. They whisked around me in the Autumn wind.

"Oh god." I heard him say. He fell to his knees beside me and picked me up to his chest. "I really am sorry. I don't care if you don't believe me. I love you, Dante." He whispered.

I am not alone

I am not alone

I'm...I'm not alone, am I? I have him...but the girl...

"Why did you betray me?" I managed.

"She was a victim I was just messing with. She was just a toy to me." He said. Just a toy?

"Why did you kiss her?" I asked.

"I wanted her to love me so that when I killed her it would be much more painful." I chuckled.

"That's just like you." I said hoarsely.

Not a stranger.

No, I am yours.

With crippled anger,

And tears that still drip sore.

Tears filled my vision again, but these were of happiness, not pain. I was still his one and only. I knew that wouldn't change, but the pain still lingered. I guess I still have to get over it.

But I do not want to be afraid

I do not want to die inside just to breathe in

I'm tired of feeling so numb

Relief exists I found it when

I was cut

He really loves me. Using the strength I had left, I pushed myself up and kissed him. He kissed me back. When I drew back for air, I whispered his name.

"BEN."

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YO!!!! This was my first song fic with my OC and BEN drowned....actually this is my first song fic ever *shruggs* I love you guys and I hope that this gets many comments and VOTE please? I have no votes :( Make me happy with more votes and comments and please. No h8ers.

Cause dem h8ers be h8in' XD

Also, I don't own the song or BEN. Dante belongs to me. The song belongs to the band, Plumb.