Beautiful secret

Dreams

Cassies P.O.V

Dear diary the dreams are getting worse and more vivid, I wake up drenched in sweat, sometimes I wake up screaming I dont know what's happening to me. All I know is that these dreams aren't normal, they are always the same I'm running through the woods it's pitch black and I can't see anything all I know is that I have to keep running no matter what. I'm always crying in the dreams I'm always running through the woods with tears in my eyes, my body is bruised and cut I don't how all I know is that I'm covers in cuts and wounds and I'm running as fast as I can and then I end up at in the middle of the road in the pouring rain, there's no sign of any vehicles all that's their is one street lamp that keeps flickering then I always hear that same rustling sound from feh forest it's comming from every direction all I know that I have to leave before it comes out but I don't run instead I lower my head to the floor and my fists clench the flickering light above my head shatters and I begin to scream I don't why I'm screaming all I know is that I can let whatever is in the forest get to me. The thing darts out from the forest but before if reaches me I wake up. I don know hats happening to me diary. I have no one to turn to I mean after the mums death dad hasn't really been well a dad at all all he does is stay in the living room drinking. He dosent even know I live here, I don't even know how he pays the bills in the house to be honest. I just wish I had someone to talk to, sure I have friends at school but I don't want to burden them with my problems they all have their own problems like boyfriend drama. I just wish I knew what was going in with me, shoot I have to get going I wouldn't want to be late of school know would I, only one more year of that place then I can leave ohh well untill next time diary.