The Bad Boy Tutors The Suicidal Girl | ✓ Rewriting

Chapter 24

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Your Something Close To Me | Sagun
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"I heard everything,
You can explain,
Because I don't want to lose you
for someone else."
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"Well can you explain?"I asked as he nods.

"Come in and close the door!"I close the door behind me and went by him. He tapped the bed beside him and I took a breath.

I sat on his bed as he sat next to me. He sighed as the kitten went on the bed and twirled until she went asleep.  He stared at me and I just nodded for him to start talking.

"I used to like this girl, a few years ago. She was like a close friend. She was really someone who I trusted besides my grandma. She became friends with my brother and soon started dating him because he liked her and she liked him. I liked her but she didn't like me."

I knew it. I just knew it. It happens in every drama Luna and I watched. Why am I talking about this?

"But what happened was she broke up with him and started dating me, then she told me that my brother told her to use me so he could get attention from our parents and be the good kid."

"I don't really know, I mean being used as a toy for your brother. Really sucks. And the way she told me she didn't like me, that hurt me."He looked down my hands as I bit my lip.

"And How She said my brother did all this, it hurt me really bad even when she said that he didn't even want me as a brother in general."I put my hand on his hand and he looked up with his eyes filled with sadness.

"Maybe that's not true if you talk to him nicely, you could find out if she told the truth or not,"I explained.

"I can't it's-."

"It's possible if you just do it. You need to have faith in yourself."I said as I felt my eyes really drowsy. I'm really tired! Seriously I need to sleep for once.

I love to sleep since I slept one day and now I love sleep. Did I ever tell you sleep is life? It's the most comforting thing I've ever felt even if the nightmares come, a good night sleep will come someday. I'm getting off-topic again.

"Just go up to him right now and talk to him, maybe ask him about it, if he knows or doesn't know."He frowned biting his lip looking at me as I let his hand go.

"I'll do it."I nod as he got up while his hands shake which made me tilt my head confused and went by the door. He's scared, isn't he?

"Just don't fight, it's not the answer to your problems."He nods closing the door and I look behind me to see Jem still sleeping.

"I wish I was you,"I mumble as I kept hearing voices in my head. They kept telling me bad things about myself and my life. This is shitty let's try forgetting it.

I started to feel sleepier and felt my body numb. My eyes closed and it became dark to feel myself in a cloud. Get it, because his bed feels like a cloud.

Okay, I'll sleep.

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Mathew's Pov

I went by his door and sighed. It's now or nothing. I opened the door and he looked at me. "Can I come in?"

I peak by the door as he just nods looking like he's upset. Well, who knows. I got inside and closed the door behind me. He just looked at me confused.

"So what's up?"He asked me as I put my hands together nervously just standing there in front of him.

I took one last glance and gulped. "Uh, Well we need to talk,"