It was 2k13's summers,everything was going as it was before.Life was easy..No tensions..No worries..Everything was just fine..
As of my daily routine..I was at my terrace with my little camera,hunting for some clicks..
Flash!!!!! And a I felt very precise pain,a little up to my heart don't know what it was...beloved cam the "Silver Queen" drops down and I sat down holding my chest as tight as I can..
For a moment..I thought its end ...pain keeps growing darker,I fainted...
Yeah I was alive.....I pulled outvmy phone...it's almost been thirty minutes on the ground...
yeah! It was hard to believe but it happened....
Queen's got a small dent on its sparkling silver body....stood up and just came down stairs...tsunami of questions was waving though my thoughts..
was that a heart attack?
what if I died?
Suddenly i was all stunned....
Mom, what if she know that I've got something in there...and i was in a deep sea of thoughts..
After Sleeping for almost 4 hrs and surprisingly no one disturbed me then someone tapped my head.
..it was my little sis....she's 13 the youngest in our family and the apple of our eyes ....
everyone of us including we three brothers we sprinkle our hearts to her :)
I was watching her face and she just said
-"khana kha lo" (Do dinner)
i had the dinner and i went to the bed again...
No Sleep...
I was again in the hailstorm of thoughts....
it was extremely hard to surpass the feeling of leaving my family.....
brothers are out of town ....am the only one with my mother.....
i was there to help ,i was there to care...
what if I died, who'll care for them....
i can't sleep,next day i just booked a ticket to my uncle's place,the place where my college is...
my uncle!!! A friend....he's a doctor....he was the only one to whom I can explain what happened to me....
I lied to mom
"mom i wanna go to fill up registrations at college so going tomorrow its last date"
I left to my destination later that day....