MY EYES SHOT UP IN DISASTER,
DISASTER THAT FILLED MY SURROUNDINGS
MY MIND IS SWIRLING WITH CONFUSION
CURIOSITY IS CONTROLLING MY THINKING.
I WOKE UP WITH NO ONE BESIDE ME
NOT EVEN A SHADOW OF HOPE
I WOKE UP NOT KNOWING ANYBODY
NOR EVEN MY OWN IDENTITY.
MY MOTHER, I DON’T RECOGNIZE HER.
FOR HER FACE IS BLURRED AND DISTORED
LIKE IT IS FILLED WITH SORROW AND SADNESS
MY FATHER, YES. I’VE SEEN HIM.
HE SEEMS SO HAPPY AND FULFILLED
BUT NOT BECAUSE OF ME, NOT BECAUSE OF MOTHER
BUT BECAUSE OF HIS NEW FAMILY
I LIVE MY LIFE AS NOBODY
I’M ALONE, LONELY AND IGNORED.
NO ONE BUT NO ONE, EVER NOTICE ME
LIKE I DON’T EXIST IN THIS WOLRD
EVERSINCE I WALKED INTO THIS LIFE,
TRAGEDY NEVER LEAVE ME
THERE ALWAYS THE SUFFERING, TRAGEDY, SADNESS
THE ONLY THING THAT BUILDS UP MY JOURNEY
TIME PASSED, STILL NOTHING CHANGES
I’M STILL HOLLOW, INVISIBLE IN THE EYES OF EVERYBODY
AND IF SOMEONE EVER DOES SEE ME
THEY JUST PUT ME DOWN, DEEPER IN THE GROUND UNTIL
MY FEET TOUCH THE HELL
BUT, I DON’T CARE ABOUT THAT, REALLY…
FOR I KNOW IT’S ONLY A WORK OF MY… FRIEND
MY FRIEND THAT NEVER LEAVES ME,
NOR YOU IF YOU MEET HER
BUT, I’M SURE YOU’LL NEVER LIKE HER
CAUSE SHE’S NOT LIKE THE OTHER FRIEND
YOU’RE HAVING OR THINKING
SHE’S UNUSUAL, UNIQUE AND DIFFERENT
SHE’S SWEET, IN A DIVILISH WAY, CARING IN VIOLENT WAY,
AND YOU CAN’T BE SURE THAT YOU’RE SAFE WITH HIM.
WELL, I THINK YOU KNOW HER NOW. EVERYBODY DOES
SHE’S FAMOUS EVEN SHE’S WICKED.
AND SHE MAY GET YOU SOMETIMES,
AND YOU’RE JUST TOO HAVE TO NOTICE IT.
SHE’S… TROUBLE.EVERYONE AND EVERYONE CAN’T AVOID HER FROM GETTING IN THEIR LIVES
I GOT LOOSE MY HOPE. I THOUGHT I’D STAY LIKE THAT FOREVER
ALONE, AFRAID, LONELY AND FORGOTTEN.
THATWO MAN. THE WOMAN THAT CHANGE ME.
THE WOMAN THAT SHOWED ME, HOW BEAUTIFUL LIFE IS.
SHE SHOWED ME HOW TO BE LOVED,
AND TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE.
SHE SHOWED ME THE IMPORTANCE OF MY LIFE.
THE PURPOSE OF MY LIVING. AND THAT THERE’S STILL SOMEONE WHO NEEDS ME.
SHE SHOWED ME ALL OF THAT BY HERSELF.
AND WE LIVE IN HAPPINESS FOR THE LONG TIME OF OUR LIVES
BUT EVENTUALLY, SHE CHANGED.
WITH NO APPARENT REASON AT ALL,
SHE BECAME THE WOMAN THAT… I FEARED TO BE
SHE BECAME... LIKE THEM. SO MUCH LIKE THEM.
AND THE SADNESS PART IS… SHE HAPPENED TO CHANGE IN THE TIME
WHEN WE ALREADY HAD THE PROOF OF OUR LOVE TO EACH OTHER
I THOUGHT, MY HEART NOW CAN REST
I THOUGHT, I HAVE FOUND THE ONE
WHO’LL PROTECT ME, WHO’LL CARE FOF ME
WHO’LL LOVE ME DISPITE OF MY DARK PAST.
YOU! I REALIZED I WAS WRONG!
FOR SHE’S JUST LIKE THEM.
SHE JUST TOOK ME FOR GRANTED!
ALL SHE GAVE TO ME… IS PAIN. WOUNDS . SCARS
INSTEAD BURNED IT DEEPER IN FLAMES!
FLAMES OF ANGER THAT I SEEIN HER EYES
WHENEVER I TRIED TO DEFEND MYSELF FROM HER
WICKED JUGEMANT.
I THOUGHT I’M ALREADY IN MY DREAMS.
I NEVER, EVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN AGAIN
THAT I’D BE TRAPPED AND CAGED IN MY OWN NIGHTMARE.
BUT I CAN DO NOTHING!
FOR THAT WOMAN, THAT WOMAN I LOVE
THAT WOMAN THAT I NEED,
HAS MY LIFE IN HER HANDS!
SHE HAS THE MOST PRESIOUS GIFT THAT HEAVEN EVER GAVE TO ME!
POOR CHILD. LOST AND CONFUSE
SHE DOESN’T KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING
SHE DOESN’T KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON.
MY DEAR CHILD, I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE LIKE THEM.
BUT, MOTHER CAN ONLY SAY SORRY…
FOR I CAN’T DO ANTHING TO STEAL YOU FROM THEM.
FOR I CAN’T DO ANTHING TO TAKE YOU BACK …
I CAN’T DO THIS ANTMORE!
I DON’T WANT TO KEEP MYSELF PRETEDING,
THAT NOTHING’S WRONG! THAT EVERYTHING’S ALRIGHT!
I NEED HELP! BUT IT TURNS OUT NOBODY WANTS TO HELP ME!
I’M SHOUTING! SCREMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!
BUT THE WORDS IS DEAF! THEY ACT LIKE IM VOICELESS!
EVERYONE ONLY IGNORES ME…
EVERYONE JUST PASS ME!
OH GOD, PLEASE HELP ME!
YOU’RE MY LAST AND ONLY HOPE!
I KNOW YOU’RE IN THERE
JUST WATCHING ME SUFFERING…
PLEASE DELIVER ME FROM THIS EVIL WORLD!
I CAN’T DO THIS ANTMORE!
I CAN’T DO THIS ANTMORE!
IF ASKING FOR A PEACEFUL LIFE IS MY SIN…
THEN… JUST GET ME…
JUST PLEASE STOP THIS PONISHMENT.
FOR I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE…
