what's marriage

love...life...marriage

Hey guys how are u all...I am hell missing naamkaran and too emotional right now.

So I am back with an os....

U know what being surrounded with babies and answering their innocent questions are really fun but not always..

This is another one-shot of our last few crap episodes.

Happy reading....

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It has been a month since Neil handed over neev to me after the incident where kamini kidnapped my child.

 I was working on my laptop few officeworks while neev was out with his father. Neil came early in the morning to take neev out and spend some quality time with him. Mithali also came along with him and what made my heart pierce into thousands of pieces is when Mithali announced that they are gonna get married within a month. Of course she didn't say that in front of Neil to me but yet I really didn't understand the reason for her to whisper it to me. Is she just now tried to break me down only if possible because the avni is already broken when Neil gave divorce to her. Now since neev is with me all I have to focus is his betterment and bright future. Nothing else must matter to me. But still my heart cannot stop thinking about Neil and his new found marriage. Why the hell I couldn't be happy for him. After all he is goanna get a better life and best future. Free from my bad omen and problems.

From the day one of our marriage Neil has only suffered due to be. Sometimes its dhayavanthi or some times it's aman. We weren't able to live like normal couples. While Neil deserves happiness all I could give him was sorrows and pains. Now finally in life Neil is goanna lead a complete and peaceful life where his actual happiness lies according to mummyji and she is right. That day each and every word she spoke was absolutely true. Neil doesn't deserve sadness. The man like Neil should always get all happiness and when Neil himself hates me I can't give him that happiness. And now he is goanna get that kind of completeness from Mithali and I should be happy for them.

No avni u can't be selfish. U was, were and will be a bad omen and u should not anymore interfere in Neil's life.

The chain of thoughts randomly took to 6 in the evening while neev till now didn't return.

"Mummy came neev's voice who was running into the apartment while I got up from the study to go to him.

God how much did I miss him. Uff...I carried him in my arms while he giggled continuously while I was kissing his cheeks in the mere gesture of welcoming him.

"Papa kahan hai" I asked as I didn't see Neil towards the door and he is not that much careless to leave neev use lift all alone to reach the flat.

"Papa said that he will soon join me. He has to drop Mithali aunty to police station as a case came out." Neev informed while he ran inside to get something.

He took his tab and sat on the sofa as if searching something. I smiled and went in to take his chocolate milkshake. After good 10 minutes I came out to see neev sitting in the same posture without even changing his clothes watching something so keen in the tab.

I sat near him while he turned a little not showing me what he is seeing.

Neil's point of view:

While I was about to enter the flat I heard avni and neev's conversation and stopped there.

"areee...what are u hiding from ur mumma. Show me too that . I also want to see." Avni said to neev in a childish tone while he still turned the tab away from avni which he was holding.

"mumma I will not show u. u will have to answer me directly as I am not getting the answer from Google." There my child was trying to find something and increase the knowledge while avni was stopping him from doing that. She herself is a tube light. Then why don't she let Google do that work. I hope my child don't learn anything wrong. I chuckled at my own reaction forgetting my recent tension of marring Mithali. How nice it is to be with them other than Mithali where with here also I always think about this two. Then my mind autocorrect my mistake as reality hit me. Avni and her punishment pushed me to the harsh truth. Why didn't she even think of me once before taking such a drastic step. The anger in me raged but it stopped abruptly with what I heard.

"what do u mean by marriage mumma." Neev looked excitedly into avni's face while her smile immediately dropped down on the question. She was lost in her own thoughts while I could see the way she wiped the tears without the notice of neev. That scene made a sharp cut somewhere deep inside my heart. How could I even do this to avni. The situation I have put into is the deadliest punishment one can give to someone whom they love.

"marriage is the most beautiful thing in which a boy and girl who love each other give the bestest meaning of their relationship and through marriage they become husband and wife" avni replied slowly with trembling voice yet composed enough for a baby not to find while I easily understood the deepest hidden pain behind her that voice.

"oh my god mumma then papa and Mithali aunty are soon goanna share this relationship with each other as Mithali aunty said that she is goanna marry papa. That means papa and Mithali aunty love each other. Right." neev asked innocently not knowing the exact meaning of what pain that may cause to avni. After all he is an innocent child right.

Avni now not been able to control her tears was about to get meanwhile neev shouted a big "papa" seeing me near the door. Avni immediately turned towards me and then turned back to wipe her tears while neev was running towards me.

After getting herself composed avni came towards the door where we both were standing and asked me to come in. she didn't speak a word more or a word less to it.

When I finally came in neev looked towards avni and asked his second question to which tears rolled down on both of our eyes.

"mumma do u also love someone and goanna get marry soon just like papa do" the innocent soul asked which his parents would ever be able to answer.

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So how was it..

I guess that's what marriage means........but purely my point of view,

Do comment ur thoughts about it..........

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Much love,
Prinku❤