A 17 year old girl living her life of tragedy and death at every corner. Her moms not around and her dads dead. She has older brothers and a little brother who is her world. Boys are chasing after her and men are trying to claim her. People are dyin...
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"WHERE'S MY BABY BOOYYYY!!!!" I said excitement boomed throughout my voice as I was responded talking like a baby. My arms stretched out for him to jump in my arms.
"Aaahhheee hhee huhhh..huhhh hu.....Annyeee!!!!!!" Noah shrieked as he waddle run to me stretching his arms out to hold me as I pick him up. He wraps his tiny arms and legs around me giving me his death grip as I squeeze him in my arms.
"I missed you baby!" I said slowly and lovingly
"I issss u too, Annyeee!!!" He said excitedly and truthfully
I tried to pull him away so I can see his face but he doesn't want to let go. So I hold him for a little longer walking over to the couch. The whole time Roman was watching with awww and amusement. As he intently watches me with Noah. Noah pulls away asking if he could show me something that his dad had bought him. I replied willingly to what he wanted to show me.
"Oook!!!!" Noah said proudly holding his remote control toy car in his hand. His eyes shining and sparkling with excitement for me to see his new toy.
"Hhuuuuhhhh.....WOW!!!...That is soo cool, Noah" I gasped sounding ecstatic about seeing his new toy.
"Hey,...Noah... Do you want to show me how it works?" I replied
"Yyyeeeaaaahhh" he replied with excitement ripping through his voice.
For almost an hour and 5 minutes I played with Noah. He didn't want me to go yet so I stayed with him for a while.
"Noah...Imma be right back, okay?"
"Y wey r u go win?" He said sadly. His eyes filled with sadness and wonder. His lip pouting and hanging low.
His little pouty face really breaks my heart and makes me crumble every time I see it. It makes me go weak at the knees and whether he knows it or not he has me wrapped around his little cute chubby finger.
"Baabbyyy...I'm just going to the car to get my bag so I can do my homework."
"Okwaayyy" he said sadly. Putting his head down still poking out his lip making me pout seeing me leave to get something.
I quickly left out the door and to my car.
I leaned in my car, my butt sticking up as my upper half bent down to search my backseat for my bag. I grabbed my bag and everything in my bag fell out. My books, notebooks,folders, papers that were placed in my folders , my pencils,pens,etc. As I was reorganizing the papers and cleaning up the mess I feel as if someone's behind me. I heard heavy breathing and felt a shadow cast on me. My throat decides to run dry, my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. I could feel it beating a million miles an hour. I feel someone come up behind me and put there face on the side on the right side of my butt. I took a sharp exhale not even realizing I was holding a breath as tiny pair of arms wrap around my right leg embracing it tightly.
" Noah....Baabbyyy..., you scared me!" I said relieved as I recognized the tiny head and tiny arms wrapping around my leg.
"I soowwwyyyy......" Noah replied knowingly.
I finished cleaning the mess and put it away in my bag organizing it so, I know where everything is.
I headed back inside with Noah. After an hour and a half of working on my homework, I look over to see Noah asleep on the couch. I look in awe my eyes glistening with love. I clean up my school stuff before going to pick up Noah to take him to his room softly placing him in his bed cooing at how sweet, innocent, and cute my baby looked. "Knock! Knock!" I snapped my head back to the soft booming raspy voice belonging to Roman.
"Hey,........I'm just putting him in his bed so he'd be more comfortable."
"Mhmkay.........Soo....Zei....I-I still-". Roman replied before Zeiannye cut him off.
"Please don't....I know where this conversation is going...aaannnn....I can't do it...I won't do it...and you know why...". I said looking up at him.
"Yeah...but..."
"No...Ro! Stop! DON'T go there!" Zeiannye replied. Knowing this conversation is heading south I leave Noah's room heading to the living room.
"Zei!...Can we talk about this...please". Roman asked pleadingly
"Talk about what, there is nothing to talk about, what, w-what do we have to talk about. What's so important?" The only thing we can talk about is Noah, maybe even small talk. I don't know...just not about you and me because there isn't an us or you and me if that's what you're referring to. I hope your not. As I told him off I see emotion cloud his eyes. Sadness, hurt, longing and lust. Before he could respond I make my way to the living room to retrieve my bag. As I reach the front door I am being pulled back to see Roman had caught my wrist.
"Look...Ro-" Roman had smashed his lips against mine. I was so shocked and didn't know how to react it felt like everything was escalating really fast in a matter of seconds. As he kissed me he started getting a little more "aggressive". He licked my bottomed lip asking for my permission which I denied. I pulled away finally snapping out of it but he just pulls me into him.
"Mmmhhhh.....mmmmhhh...mmmm" I forced out before pushing him away. I furrowed my eyebrowswiping away the kiss that was laid upon my lips before slapping the shit out of him.
"WHAT THE HELL..." I screamed
"Look I told you I don't want to be with you, yet you insist on trying to get with me. I don't want to be with you. You know that I don't want to end up hurting Noah in the end but it doesn't seem like you care which is just sad and pathetic. Your my brothers' father you're suppose to be considering what is best for him not whats best for you or your dick."
"Zeiannye...Look...I love my son but I love you too and...and I can't let you go. I'm not saying that I don't care about what happens to my son because I do...." he responded before I stopped him.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!".
"YOU DON'T GET TO TALK. I KNEW THIS WAS A BAD IDEA TO COME HERE I SHOULD'VE LEFT. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE UNLESS IT INVOLVES NOAH. DO YOU UNDERSTAND. WE WERE OVER AS SOON AS NOAH CAME INTO THIS WORLD. .............I think were done here" I yelled with every word holding venom on each word. Watching tears fall from his eyes. I had to get out of there before I crumbled. I will always love him but he's not worth hurting Noah.
With that being said I turned to the door storming off slamming the door in the process.
