EUPHORIA ( JJK Fan fiction) On Hold

11. Reminisce

"Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? Some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences."

You won't believe but my heart was pounding faster than its normal rate. Emotions hit me so hard as I sit on my bed facing the window. The white frame of my window matching the white curtains, the purple flowers, the dark blue sky, the weak rays of sun falling over the window pane. I spare a glance at the lightings hanging around the wall of my room. The sun was setting down, it's twilight, the world was turning dark and so my room. I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling above, the only light in my room were from the lightings.

Am I scared? Noo, I wasn't scared but I'm trembling from the idea of going back to Busan. I'm afraid I might get weaker mentally and physically.

The door opens and I see a feminine figure, mom. "what happened? " she asked me as she walks near my bed and sits at the edge. "Nothing " I replied and I see in her eyes than she wasn't satisfied with my answer, she crunches her nose and chukles "I heard that your class is going on a educational trip to Busan for 3 days"
I didn't know if she was asking or telling but I decided not to reply back.

She comes near my body and strokes my head " I'm your mother Jiyu, I know you well. I know you better than you think, I let you hide your emotions because you should be strong. I wouldn't be with you forever, I want you to be strong, you are strong but I want you to be stronger my daughter. Don't let your past ruin your future. I never knew the reason of their sudden disappearance but trust me there must be some reasons behind it" she looked at me with her watery eyes.

I smiled at her, got up and hugged her from the side " Mom, I didn't forgot him. I don't remember his face well because we were kids and it's been years since I last saw him, do you think he still remembers me? His moon? " I rest my head on her shoulder, a drop of warm tear escapes from my eyes and falls on her beautiful chiffon cloth, the one which dad gifted her long back and she still wears it.

" Jiyu I believe he does, and maybe he is searching for you too. We don't know much about them and it goes for them too. We were staying in a rent near their house when we went for summer vacation in Busan. He might have grown up as a handsome young man, he was beautiful even when he was young." I smiled at her reference of him.

" But I know his father's name and his father's name is Jeon Sungjin and they are like us, middle class family. Your friendship was so beautiful and pure, I didn't know your beautiful friendship would turn into a pure love. I couldn't help but knew both of you were kids and that both of you are unaware of the feelings, but I saw the passion in both of you. I can't be 100% sure but he did love you like you did, like you do. "

My mind was occupied by our childhood memories and Jungkook, his surname was Jeon too. I shrugged way those thoughts when my mother stood up and turned on the light.

" so let's get ready and pack your bags" I smiled and got up. I started packing my bag along with mom and we were talking about my school, studies and friends. I told her that I made a new friend who was a boy and that he was very good..

Without knowing we spent rest of the time talking about him, laughing about his clumsy being and I could tell she was happy seeing me laugh.

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The chapter was suppose to be way more longer but I decided to divide it. I'll update the next chapter tomorrow and please like, comment and share.

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YuriShy ♡