Overcoming Troubled Waters

Darkness

All  I want is to spread my wings and explore

Whatever's through that open door.

And soar through the sky

But I can't because I'm too afraid to try.

And honestly I feel like I'm at the darkness's beck and call.

And I feel like I'm falling into an abyss.

Only to find it isn't endless at all.

And as I hit rock bottom I'm lifeless,

And I can't wait any more

Because it's getting harder to see my reality clearly

When I feel like life is nothing but a chore.

And It's killing me slowly

While I wait indefinitely

It consumes me

I try to fight It and stay strong

But everything I do seems to be wrong

But mainly I hate everything and I don't understand why.

So I just sit and cry.