I prefer the singer...

Feelings are everything.

It had been a couple of days since the kiss with Luke and we haven't really spoke since. Recently Ahston hasn't been going to see the boys while he's with me. So I haven't spoke to any of them much. Ashton had changed recently and I don't know if it's good or bad... He walked into my flat and seemed drunk. He jumped on top of me and kissed my neck.

"Ashton what are you doing?" I said in between moaning.

"You know exactly what I'm doing!" he went to put his hand down my trousers.

"Ashton you're drunk get of me!" I pushed him off me and stood up. I hated him getting drunk.

"I'm off out okay. I will be back at about 10." I said and walked out.

I actually had no plans I just wanted to get out of the house. My feelings for Ashton were changing. As I walked down the street I began to hear a voice I recognised. It was Luke! I looked up and saw him with a girl. He stopped.

"B-billie? w-what are you doing out so late?" He mumbled.

"Umm it's a long story..." I replied.

He turned around so he wasn't facing me and began to speak to the girl. I started to walk off as he obviously didn't care.

"Wait!!" I turned around and Luke was running after me.

"Where's the girl?" I asked.

"I told her to go home... fancy coming round to mine for abit?"

"Sure that would be nice."

Luke blushed and turned away. As we walked to his house I felt like this was normal. His hand gripped mine and we began to run. We both giggled. As we approached his front door he turned and looked at me. His eyes staring into mine. Then I kissed him. This could only turn out bad. He turned back around unlocked his door and pulled me in.

He pushed me onto the sofa and began to kiss me. I kissed him back. He took off his top and threw it across the room. His torso was amazing! After 5 minutes we went into his bedroom and carried on kissing. Suddenly there was a noise. We both jumped. There was someone standing at the doorway...