Bad Girl Good Girl- A 1D Fanfic

Chapter 19- Emotional Breakdowns

Chapter 19- Emotional Breakdowns

-Taylor's POV-

It's been a week since Lauren left Australia, although the empty feeling still continues to haunt me.

"Taylor, do you mind if I borrow this chair?" Skye appeared next to me, placing a hand on the unoccupied chair opposite me.

"Whatever." I necked the last of my Coke and stood up, leaving the hotel restaurant. The group decided just to eat dinner in the hotel tonight, seeing as we would be leaving tomorrow. To Melbourne that is, not another hotel in Sydney. That was our big surprise which the boys had spent five days building our "excitement" up for.

I made it to my room, where my bags were already packed. There wasn't really anything left for me to do in this hotel, and I sure as hell was not going to sit around with Skye, Harry and Niall, pretending I'm having a good time.

My back hit the unmade bed, and I stared blankly at the ceiling.

I must of laid their for a good twenty minutes, thinking of the inevitable, before a ringing of my phone sat me up.

*Loz Calling*

This would be the fifth time she had rang me this week, only to have my voice mail answer to her. But this time I decided to confirm the call, her first words of "hello" punching me in the stomach.

"L-Loz," My voice cracked as I spoke.

"Taylor, thank goodness you're alive. I thought something could have happened to you seeing as you've not returned any of my calls," She sighed with relief, then taking another steady breath.

"So.. uh.. how've you been?" Lauren was never one to be at loss for words, everyone knew that. She was easily the most nervous that I have ever heard her.

"If you want my honest opinion, it's not great. You probably heard that the one and only Skye Francis replaced you.. big fucking kick in the teeth that was. Apart from that though I'm just taking each day as it comes, sitting in my room and staring at the ceiling,"

The phone line stayed quiet for a while, the only sound being our uneven breaths.

"How is the pregnancy treating you?"

"That's what I wanted to talk to you about actually," She paused, "Taylor I've decided to abort the baby,"

*****

I woke with silent voices surrounding me. "She's waking up" "Oh thank god"

My eyes peeled open and several people stood over me, questionable expressions etched onto their faces.

"What happened?" I rubbed the back of my head, noticing a bandage wrapped around it.

"You passed out, we found you blacked out on the carpet in your room. You hit your head on the corner of the bed but you're all well and good... hopefully,"

"Hotel room? Why was I in a hotel? Who are you? Where am I now?"

-Harry's POV-

This cannot be happening.

"Taylor, it's Harry Styles, we are in the hospital. You came to Australia for three months with four other girls from your school back in England,"

She just stared at me expressionless, when suddenly a smile began to form on her face. "Got you!" Her laughter filled the room and I couldn't help but sigh with relief.

"Don't you ever do that to me!" I laughed lightly back.

"Well don't be so gullible," Her grin was contagious and I found myself rolling my eyes at her.

"Sorry-"

"Oh goodness Taylor, thank the Lord you are okay. I was so worried when we found you, I mean I'm not one to be squeamish but the blood was just, ugh!"

I heard Taylor sigh with annoyance at Skye. "You didn't get any on your Versace did you? Because goodness me wouldn't that be so tragic," She spoke with sarcastic boredom and I cracked a smile at her.

Skye smiled politely and walked out. "Nice to see you have your edge back,"

"I never lost it," She winked.

"So we all know I'm fine, I'd like to leave now..." Taylor began gathering her things.

"No can do I'm afraid, Miss Miller. I still need your results back about your scan, so until then I am afraid you need to stay here. But please do feel free to browse the cafeteria, the fall must have built up an appetite," The doctor came and left without giving Taylor chance to answer him back, leaving her pouting.

"Taylor. I know why you fell." I cleared my throat and waited for her response.

Silence settled in the air, a few minutes passing before her lips parted.

"What did she tell you?" She kept her voice low.

"Everything. The pregnancy, the phone calls you ignored.. the abortion," Taylor couldn't meet my eyes as I spoke.

"I miss her Harry," Her blood-shot eyes welled, gathering tears. She looked up at me and I helplessly stared back with nothing to say. "She was there through everything. My own personal rock. And off she goes, off she goes and leaves me here with that bitch Bailey,"

Taylor's speech turned to pained cries, as she tried to let out everything which had bottled up inside her for god knows how long.

She thrashed, and threw her pillows across the room, leaving me know choice but to wrap my arms tightly around her to prevent her from causing damage to herself.

She returned the tight grip and I hushed her, feeling my shirt begin to soak from her endless tears.

Taylor's POV

We arrived at the new hotel, where my belongings had been transferred to. The journey there involved minimum speech, only discussing the arrangements for the rest of the evening.

It was currently six pm, notifying me that I'd wasted everyone's day by passing out and crying. Way to go Taylor.

"Hey you," Harry's head popped around the corner.

"Hey," I replied, but keeping my eyes low. I felt too embarrassed to even look at him after spilling out every emotion I felt, under the sun. It was a rare occurrence for me.

"Get your shoes on, I have a surprise for you," I could hear Harry's smile through his words, but I decided to let him down.

"I'd just rather stay here, thanks. I'm gonna unpack before we go for dinner so I should probably start now,"

"Oh, well I'll find you later then,"

I watched him leave, and waited for the sound of a closing door, before releasing the breath which I didn't know that my lungs had held.

I'd chose to room with Zayn in this hotel, leaving Harry with one of the other bitches around here. I know Harry's been great, but I need someone who's gonna make me forget about everything.. and Zayn's the kind of person who can do that for me.

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