Why are you all looking at me is it because of my hair or the way i dress myself? I know behind those smiles you all gave are the minds of a judge, who are waiting for my mistakes to shine, so you can judge me
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME!
Did even had a single thought that i am just a little girl whose waiting for her parents to notice her. That the mother who gave birth to her didn't even gave her at least a single glance, and the father who was supposed to protect her with all his might didn't even know she exist!!
If you think so badly of me than keep to yourself.
The only person I allow to judge me is God, but you are not God, you, you all of you are just his creation just like me!!
So why are you judging me??
Did you ever told yourself that "hey why don't i just befriend her?" Coz you don't know that i don't have a single friend.
No one to talk to, no one to share my problems to ang no one to comfort me. Not a single one.
Every time i walk down the halls i keep hearing rumors about me and i just hold the tears and smile but when I'm alone i just let the tears fall.
Sometimes i thought of taking my life that would be a sin. I endure the pain every time. Everyday, every single. I cry myself to sleep, i always asked all of you stop but what did you all said, all of you said that i can handle it, that i am an iron wall.
Well an iron wall can be taken down by a single wrecking ball. I, i am an iron wall but all of you are the wrecking balls. Didn't you ever think that i would be crushed by those harsh words your saying about me. Do you ever think of anything else except your pride?
Why do all of you keep judging me?! WHY?! WHY!? TELL ME WHY?!
I'm just a girl who is waiting for the world to love and accept her.
If you don't like the things I'm doing and the things I've done.
Well I'm sorry, but please I'm begging you DON'T JUDGE ME
