broken beyond repair

ugly

Salinas POV

"Am i that ugly? " while twisting my body in front of the mirror

Why don't i have a hourglass shape ?

Would plastic surgery help me to look more better ?

Why don't handsome men approach me ?

All those things run through my head

Picking up my robe i tied it around my body
And walk out My bathroom

I then walk to the kitchen to prepare my breakfast

Egg
Plantain
Sausage
Flour
Salt

I was finish eating and step outside to greet my neighbor who was waving furious with a smile on her face

"Good morning Avila"

"How de do neighbor?" she say in a cow girl way

She is always happy chirpy and always smiling i wonder if she ever have a bad day 

Gosh life

Always keeping you can on your toe

O started to look at my neighbor she is a beautiful blonde with a small yet curvy shape and a handsome husband who is a retired street fighter who started to teach kids self defence in our community he

She got a happy life

And me well i just money and well..... Nothing else

Ugly that's how my life is

If its not person trying to control my life its
People taking disadvantage of me
Or telling me how i look like my mom

Why can't some try to know me before they judge

I know i am not the beautifully girl but least try

If it wasn't the one's that nerdy its the ones that are crazy

Okay no self pity

Time to go on my tenth date for the week yes tenth

It was not my fault it was liam he was setting me up on blind dates saying there was loop hole  in the contact that i could marry any person in his family an long as they are single and he have been pressuring me to find some one and quick

As he said and i quote

" i will not be marring a bitch who only think of her self and has no shape not yo mention has no experience in sex... So you better hurry and get the fuck married "

That was the first word that came out of his mouth since the accident with taralee

And well i have been try to get over this love thing
And ask people how you get over people you love

Some say get drunk ×
     
Falling in love with someone else √

So i have been making sure to try to even like one of the boys even if i can't get liam he can get what he wants......me out of his life

         Caught up in my thoughts i didn't see a man came up to me

"Good evening mam why may i do for you today ?"

Is there by any chance Mister Carlton mars ?

Yes.... Please follow me

Walking up to man that look too serious and in a dark blue suit with curly black hair

Sitting down

"Hi " i said nervously

He just look at me with his baby blue eyes the look down back

"Guess you don't like to talk ?"

He then take his head up and said

"Look lady i don't want to be hear i have work to do so hurry and order so i get to go home "

"I am sorry am i making you bored ?"

"Very "

A/n

So sorry that my story has  been getting bored so i wanted it to pit a little more interest in it so hear it is
Thank so much for having patients

Love you all