Ahh what the fuck am I supposed to do, what the fuck am I supposed to say, I'm sick and tired of these games we play, I think that I need time and just need to get away, I remeber those days when all I had to say was "hey" and we would talk all day, now look at us, every other thing we say is "get the fuck away", what the hell's happened? It feels like the walls are closing in and im trapped trapped in, you say you never meant to hurt me, but damn I'm fucking broken, you've said that so may times and all this fightinf has gotten to me sometimes I look back and wish I never would've awoken,now most of you probably think that I'm joking, but I can assure you that I'm not, I wish that I went into that dream znd never came out, but that's in the past, I just need some time to figure all this shit out, I'm tired of the tears, all that i ever feel anymore is fear, I've cried so much I look like a waterspout, but whatever I'm done with this shit,I think I'm gonna throw in the towel and call it quits, throw that white flag up, no matter how many times that I fuck up, always know that i was here, I've always been here and never will that change, you keep saying that i play your heart like a felon, but all i wanna do is forget all of this and end up in heaven, why the hell can't we just go back to when we were seven, there were no worries, but all that's in the past it just seems so blurry,it's hard to think that life's chosen our path, it's our jury, I'm so sick of feeling like this, I;m so broken that i can;t even count the pieces, I don't even care what you have to say anymore, whether it's thank you or pleases, just save it, you're only hurting yourself, I'm done trying, all it seems like anymore is that I'm crying, why do you keep playing with my head, I told you before that I'm done, you've already won, why can't you just accept it and finish me, I've been done for weeks, and I don't mean that jokingly, I meant that shit literally, I'm so broken that you can't even see the pieces, but whatever im done here, peace.
