My Yandere Boyfriend....

Is it Right to speak up at a time like that?

  I don't know how to say the right thing at the right time, that's the problem...so i taped my mouth shut. That's the only way to fix my problem. People try to fix me, they can't...but they try. They all leave, they leave puzzle pieces, i try to put them together, but when i put the pieces together, they don't fit. My name is Violet. I have trouble at school, i can't stay focused, that is..until someone special came into my life, I call them Bee. He makes me happy, sweet like honey. He makes jokes that i have never heard of before, that's what makes him special. Now, that you know my story, we will continue on to school. Everyone knows what bullies are right?! Of course you do, you have probably been one, seen one, or you ARE one. I get bullied, It hurts, i don't mind it though. No, not the mentally bullied type, I'm the Physically bullied type. I go home with a scar, a black eye, or a scratch, sometimes I say something sarcastic, and he gets very, very violent. If I didn't have Bee, I would be dead, or probably in the hospital. I started to develop feelings for Bee.. No, Probably not "feelings". I mean, I don't want him to suffer like the others. Even though he may seem different, he probably would end up leaving me like the rest did. Ill try to give the courage up to ask him. It probably won't happen though. I'll look into it to see if i pick up the courage too do so. It's not like anyone will help me with my problem...like I said, I'll see. <3