My Everything

001/ Baddie

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I woke up to the sound of my stupid ass alarm clock going off. "LELANI!!!! GET YO STUPID ASS UP AND GET READY FOR SCHOOL!!"

Gosh I just hated that bitch.. My dad died due to cancer... That fucked my mom all the way over so she started to become abusive... She'll drink away her problems, and hit me even thought Ian do shit to her.. :( It got so bad to where the men she brought  into the house would start to touch all over me and the bitch just watched.

I started to become mentally depressed, so.. I cut..  I cut away the problems.. I wasn't scared at all. I always had these theories that after you die,  you was going to get a second life or basically be reborn. 

I've been through a lot of shit, you just won't see it though... My abuela (grandma) told me I was strong and beautiful,  but shit my mind and heart aches was telling me otherwise.

I started to get up and get ready for school,  I honestly didn't have to rush because I have no friends, I don't trust people.

I decided  to atleast try to be cute and decent since it was senior year, I went into the bathroom and took a quick shower,  put on lotion, perfume,  and deodorant before putting on my PINK undergarments.

I went to my vanity desk and started go moisturize my skin and do my makeup,  here's how it looked..

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^^ (that's how my makeup looked)

I then started to put on my clothes

By this time I felt really good about my self, I went to the bathroom and did a really quick hairstyle with my hair and it looked like this.. 

(that hairstyle and that's not her in the pic,  just a quick heads up)

I pulled out my phone to take a quick picture for da gram..  I immediately got likes :))

                        

    babii._lani: ouuuu your hate is my love babe

    comments:

    xxxtentacion: shawty bad 😍
    666aya: damn how we hating sus, we have
    nothing to hate
    jackdylan: @666aya, oof exposed
   

    *load comments*  

I saw a bitch comment and I was lowkey pissed but I was like hell nah motherfuckaa Ima come to school and snatch ya man.  I was so deep in my crazy thoughts I didn't hear a car door slam.

Shiii I wasn't scared cuz whoever was out there was gonna catch these hands forreall, I head downstairs and out the front door quietly making sure to not wake my drunken mother up that was sleeping on the couch.  It was a car parked outside the curb.

I am a nosy ass motherfucker so being me I went over there to check it out, I was in my punch position but that was when I heard loud ass moaning and the car was rocking hard asf.

"OH SHIT,  I'M SO SORRY" I say trying my hardest not to laugh.

I noticed it was Aya Florida's biggest hoe and Stokley 😘😍..  I had high ass feelings for him in junior and sophomore year but they went away because nowadays niggas just want a quick nut and they dip. 

I guess I was just standing there still because stokely was trying to get my attention. 

"yoo nobody,  u needa leave unless u finna come over here and suck my dick" he says.

I gave him the 'bitch why can't u do it face' without saying another word I left.