Dear Michael,
Day 4. Hooray.
I hope you've gotten my letters. I think I put the right address. That would be awkward if I've been writing these letters and they are going to the wrong address. Whoops.
Anyway, like I predicted, school sucked. Everyone thinking they're cooler than everyone else when all they are is idiots. Literally I would kill just for us to sneak out of class together.
But you don't know who this is. I forgot about that. I wonder if you've guessed who this is yet. Probably not. You don't know I exist.
Wow that just got really depressing. So let's talk about happier things.
I just told my friend that I'm in love with you. I finally said that I love you out loud. It probably should've been when I'm talking to you but I just had to know that I could say it.
I've been in denial for a while about loving you. But now I'm ready to admit it. So if someone asks if I'm in love with you, I won't hesitate to say yes. And if they ask why I wouldn't be able to answer that. They just wouldn't understand no matter how long I explained it. They would just say how it's stupid or that you don't care.
But I know you do. Look I can see that you act all cool and stuff on the outside but I want to know the real you. I want to have a conversation with you at two in the morning. You know that people have different personalities at 2 a.m. and 2 p.m. right? Well I've seen your 2 p.m. side, and so have a lot of people. But I want to see your other side.
I just want to be yours. That's all I ask.
That sounds really desperate I know but it's hard for me. Honestly this is a lot for me because I don't fall in love. Everyone that I know has either used me or left. And every time I think I can handle it because I've dealt with it before but actually it hurts even more.
When the sun was setting and the sky showed three different colors you came to my mind. Why?
Well it was in that moment when I realized that I had fallen so madly, and foolishly in love with you.
I'm in love with you.
And I've finally admitted it.
Yours Truly,
K
