Part 19 - He doesn't love me.

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Crystal P.o.V.

When I looked at Amelie I was jealous about her and Tony. I wanted to have HIM by my side. I went through imprint already. I found out that my mate was Bucky. How I am supposed to tell him about that? I am beta I have to care about my pack more than about him but I can't. If it came to save someone from my pack or Bucky I would not be able to make a choice of who to save first. It would be too difficult for me. Which came to a conclusion that I would end up loosing both. I don't want that to happen. This could put at risk everyone in Avengers and the pack. If he doesn't make a move in a week I will go and speak to him. If he reject me I will just simply take care of my pack again as I used to. She will shut herself to feelings. 

Someone entered my room. Her smell attacked my nose. It was a smell of a forest, flowers and best male perfumes. Her presence attacked all of my senses. When I looked at her she was smiling slowly heading my way. I wanted to be loved so much. When she got to me she dragged me to her chest. I felt like a baby in mothers hands. She was damned alpha so obviously she treated me like a baby. Like a mother caring for her baby going through an emotional problems or heartbreak. She always knew a solution to a problems. 

- What is going on Crystal? - asked me Amelie. Her voice sound worried, sad, depresses. How did I knew that? I was her leading beta. I could feel what she feels if the emotions were strong, intense.

- Nothing.

- I know you too well to believe you on that. - True. She knows me since nappies.

- I imprinted already.

- That's really good. Who is he? - she seemed to be excited with this information.

- Bucky. But it is not good at all.

- Why?

- He doesn't love me. Not as much as I love him.

- He does. I can see how he looks at you.

- How? - I was curious what Amelie is going to tell me. Can he really love someone like me?

- When you're near him he seems to be happy. For no reason. Like you were the main reason he smiles. He keeps looking at you and check on you if you're good and happy. When you are sad he keeps asking me if I can go and speak to you to make you humor better. He is too shy to come by himself. Along with Wanda we listened his thoughts and they were full of you. He described you in many beautiful and romantic ways. Tell him what you feel and I am more than sure he will answer back the same. Don't just go there and say "Hey Bucky I'm in love with you, do you love me as well". Describe it in more detailed way. Tell him that you imprinted with him. If he reject you and your imprint and make you suffer because of that you have to know that HYDRA will be his least problem. I swear.

- I can't Amelie.

- You can. You are the bravest wolf I've ever had a pleasure to work, leave and die with. Just please don't waste your chance to be happy Crystal. In a 100 years I don't want to see you alone staring at the sunset thinking what could you do differently. Just do it. If you don't you will never be sure what could have happen by then. Try. 

- I promise Mell. 

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