Words from one's self Vol. 2 [ Completed ]

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Smiling to hide the pain that you sometimes feel everyday. Sometimes you don't know why to which you want to start to cry.

You walk this earth feeling bad about yourself because someone has or had told you. " You're not good enough "

It is something you've heard plenty of times in your life. You want to show them. And you go forward to prove yourself.

You try and try but things seems to not work out the way you've plan. Or think it's going well then later it blows up in your face, making you feel like an disgrace.

So you fall back, lick your wounds. Sometimes it takes longer for you than others. Then you start to feel ashamed, most often like to blame.

So you start comparing yourself to others. Feeling less and less about yourself. Feeling hopeless even not knowing what the hell your here for on this blue planet.

Then hurt goes on until it starts to shape who you are. And one day you look at yourself in the mirror, don't like what you see. Thinking to yourself how could you let this be.

Times passes, you're sorrowful, the guilt racks your brain because you had remembered everything you once said to lash out from that hurt you've felt for a long time. Well it seems like long time to you, wish " When will of this be over." So you crawl into bed, pull the covers over your head.

Hoping tomorrow will these terrible thoughts leave from your head.

Praying for a better tomorrow for us all.
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