First Love vs. One Great Love

Chapter 1

I was just 11 years old when I started to have a crush, they always say that it's really painful to get broken heart, but some says it feels good to love and be loved. I always stalked on my crush until I finished elementary and we parted ways, but I was glad we're still on the same school. But as days, weeks, months, passed by, I just found out that crush was just an infatuation and is really different in love.

As years passed by, I had my 1st boyfriend when I was 14 years old, we became lovers i a few days. He was a delegate baseball player in Marikina. We continue being in a relationship for months through email, texts, and calls but ended early because I don't want long distance relationship. I didn't have serious relationships when I was in high school, until I met someone and I'll nickname him "cegn". He was 2 years older than me. We became lovers when I was on my last year in my senior year in highschool. He was my First Love, that was when I finally feel the word 'love'. He became my everything although we always fight, we only lasted for 9 months.

We broke-up because of another girl. I almost lost myself when we broke up, I don't eat, I don't go out, I always cry every day until no tear is coming from my eyes. He has a twin, and he's twin was my bestfriend's boyfriend. Everytime I see them, my heart aches.