to all the boys i've loved before | Kim Seokjin

crush 6

And Jeon Jungkook. Boy can do anything. Except date me, apparently.
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"Oi, can't you look where your going?" I looked up and he was standing in front of me.

That was the first time we met. I was amazed by his features. His eyes had twinkles in it.

"I'm sorry but have a little respect, I'm older then you" I wasn't sure if he heard me because he walked past me.
I looked over my shoulder. I smiled a little, he was cute.

After that we had many more interactions. We weren't in the same class, but we always passed each other in the hallways. But we did always make eye contact. He smiled always.

He was intimidating, but he looked cute. And the way he thought he could dom me was funny to me.

At home I would always think of him. I loved his smile. He wouldn't do it often, but I catched him doing it one time.

In the canteen he would always sit him his friends. At some time I would see him always hang out with a girl.
At first I wouldn't think much of it.
But sometimes I would see them make out. After that I still couldn't believe it.

Friends can make out right?

I tried sometimes to talk to him, but he was always with her and that began to become annoying. I wanted to talk to him. But she took those chances away from me.

After a few months he wasn't there with her anymore. His eyes always looked red and puffy. I felt bad. I wanted his twinkle eyes back. I wanted to see him smile again. For me.

But she couldn't come back. And I always still smile about that.
She is in an other place now. A place where she is better off.

A place where she back's off what is mine.