COLENX: It's long but It's really worth to read, try to read it till the end.
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"REMEMBER AND NEVER FORGET."
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WITH you, I am capable of doing anything, I love everything if I'm with you, even though you're a little bit too hard on me, I am happy, because I know it's for my own good, I love how you knew me so much than myself, those walls you built for me, do you remember that? those walls are for those men who want's to go near me, you said that and I laughed so much! I was dreaming with you, of course I always dreaming we're like together or wedding, you know like that? and then I thought you were one of those nerds? you know I hated nerds right? but that was before, I am terribly inlove with you! I can't even look at you when that day came and I thought, I am really inlove with you, I'm a cool, brat, bitch, hot, sexy, and most of all, the most gorgeous woman in the entire world! and I'm pretty sure you know that, because I'm your woman! and you really need to know that.
That day when I confessed to you? do you remember? how I'm struggling to wear dress and flat shoes because I heard from one of your friends that, you love cute and simple girls who love wearing dresses, but of course I can't help but to wear a revealing dress, because you do know that I don't wear that kind of dress, and that day, I even run out of breath just to get to you, and when you stop by the parking lot and sit from one of those benches, I got so nervous that I almost back out, but of course I knew that this day has to come! and I didn't regret anything from that day! so I walk again towards your direction and slowly move, I saw you with those nerdy glasses and you were wearing a polo that day, and that gotten worst because I think you're not in the mood, I'm starting to think twice if I'm going or not! you were looking at your phone and I was shock when you threw your phone at the floor and started smashing it with your white sneakers, I was about to turn around when your gray eyes nailed me, when you called me, you know what I felt? I'm nervous, I'm so damn nervous, I let my chin up and let my eyes glued on top of your eyes, and that makes me 500 times nervous, you asked me why I was there, and then I'm so amazed when you just smiled! you just smiled! and that made my chin down and my hands became a fist, I said to myself that you're so cute! I felt myself blush for a second, but I looked up again to you, and then that! I let my pride down and confessed to a boy who's nerd and also a guy that I fell inlove with.
You didn't gave me an answer, I was stressed for a couple of days, but I'm okay with that, I felt I swallowed a large food and now I'm okay! but I felt awkward everytime our path's crossed, nervous again, why? because I'm scare for your answer, my friends were asking that I'm changing little by little, those revealing outfits were less revealing, days by days I've become a woman that you want, but the day when you talk to me made me feel that i'm the most gorgeous person in the world, you said that you like me too, but you don't want me to change because of her ideal woman, but he want's me to change if I want to change, you said it's all depends to me, and that day, I wanted to change myself, not just for you, but for me aswell, because I like you.
Days passed and you know what? I noticed some girls been looking at you because I have to admit, you're quite cute! and I don't like people staring at you because you cute! that's why I get too clingy to you, I'm jelouse a'right? geez, I felt myself blushing right now, we've became a couple, and I'm so so so happy about that, I met your father and I'm so nervous, and when I heard that your mother died at the exact date when I confessed to you? I felt like I wish I knew you before and I wish I comforted you, I made a promise to your father that I'll love you limitless, that's the first time I want to be loyal, I don't know why either, it's because I'm inlove with you, I think? that answers the question! I want to stay beside you no matter what! no walls can make us apart and no one will never let our story ends.
When we graduated, I'm so happy, mixed emotions and the foreign feeling! wow! I-I remembered it like it was yesterday, we made love and that's your first, I was crying with tears of joy when that night in your bed happily doing something magic, and I love that! I woke up with you beside me, without your glasses you're so cute at the same time hot! but I rather wear your sun glasses, I want to keep you for myself only, days passed and wow! we already had a job! and then we get to have our own house, my parents were happy for the both of us, and they like you so much! I secretly look at the house and I can't believe that we have our own now! it's like a miracle happened and I love how it feels, everytime I woke up with you, butterflies in my tummy flew really high! and I love to admit, that we have our first baby that day.
You surprised me that day? do you remember? how can you forget that day? of course.. the wedding day, so many were invited, I was crying and tears of joy everywhere, specially with our parents, I can't believe this day would come! because the only guy I want to marry is you, no one but you!
Months passed and I noticed my tummy's getting bigger, I was talking with it for like an hour and I love how it feels that I have a baby inside my tummy, really, the foreign feeling really enlightened me up!
I love remembering those..
Those days were the best!
I looked up from the moon and let the breeze flew my hair.
"Hey Mom! I want to eat!"
My son is already hungry, I let him sat over the grass, he look at the grave and touched it with his bear, small hands.
"Hi Dad! I'm Miguel!"
I hugged my son and gave him many kisses from his cheeks.
Hey.. Jack? do you see us? your son really grew up so fine and he really looks just like you, I wish you have a wonderful life out there, I promise, no man in my life except for my son of course, remember, I always love you, never forget that..
Love- Naorine

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