So this is going to be a book of everyday. Im not really updating any of my stories but thats what i do. Anyway, Ill be sharing things that happen throughout my everyday life.
So guys I have a lot of things going on. A lot For instance, my grandpa has stage four lung cancer. And I don't know how to cope with that. A lot of people in my family have been dying. And it's slowly breaking me. It's like the world hates me so much that it is taking my family away from me too. I lost one of my closest friends last week. Her name is Ashley. It's hard seeing her everyday in school because I was so close to her. Yet she never trusted me. She made me feel like a bad friend. And I am single now. Me and Angel broke up on Friday, 9-14-18. It hurts. We were together for 5 months and 3 days. I now have his necklace that we bought at 6 flags together for our "first date". His is the one hanging lower mine is the one with a ring on it.
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I am not going to say anything bad about him because it was both of our faults. Not just his and not just mine. But I am the main reason we broke up. I'm the one that broke it off before school started. And I cried for about 3 whole class periods. It still hurts but not as much. My life is already better without him.
Another story is at corn fest (A fair in my town) me and this boy, we'll call him Damon (Not his real name) Hung out. Now me and him are friends but not that close. And I had feelings for him before corn fest. Maybe 6 months before that day. And so on that day me and Damon hung for 4 hours straight and it was fun. Now Angel wasn't there. I hadn't seen him for 3 months. And slowly, my feelings faded. And y feelings for Damon grew. Before I knew it I was already falling for someone else.
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Damon is my best friend now. We got really close after Corn fest and I am SO unimaginably grateful for that day and how close we've become. I confessed to Damon and he told me that we will talk on Monday. (9-17-18) So I am beyond nervous. If you met him you'd love him. He is funny and kind and smart and he always seems happy. I had really bad depression these past few weeks, I even cried a few times. He was right there by my side when I cried. He would hug me and be there for me. He would let me get everything out.
