Intro
Well my life is certainly about to change!!!!! A small town depressed teen from Kentucky....well once age eighteen hits your life changes! I should probably introduce myself...haha silly me!
I'm a silly little girl from Kentucky named Alex! Being seventeen is stressful...well so I thought until I hit the big one-eight!
I had always thought I'd be alone! Depression and anxiety really put a lot of crazy shit in your head. Constantly crying for no reason and feeling unwanted but even depressed people can find love when they least expect it....but anyways onto the story.
(Two weeks before Alex turned 18)
Alex was a sweet girl who always grew up around a lot of people. She was friendly and funny and shy but she was judged based on her looks. She grew up around a lot of people who she thought was her "friends".
Being a bigger girl in high school was hard. You constantly get picked on and looked at. You aren't accepted for who you are or what you believe in because everyone is too busy making fun of your looks that they don't notice the wonderful personality.
Alex would show up to school everyday to meet the same group of "friends". They laugh and joke around but she noticed that they never really noticed her. She thought it would be better to hang around and not be noticed than too not have anyone around at all.
In 9th grade she started failing in classes. She started having family issues and running around with the wrong people. In 10th grade she started to loose interest in everything and she relied more on herself than other people.
Her little sister introduced her to a kpop band called bts. Boy were they cute!?! At first she wasn't sure about them but the more she listened,the more she liked them. Finally
her kpop obsession got bigger. She spent her days listening to music instead of going out. But she was still depressed....
