Friends Only ≫ h.s au

Chapter 1: Nature

Songs for this chappie ;D

Freak the freak out- Victoria Justice

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I woke up from the sound of my front door, someone was knocking it better be something good. I just woke up, I went done the stairs while tying my hair in a bun.

It's 5am here in California, and the breeze is slightly warm. Since I feel because one of the windows were open, I lazily walk towards the door and opened it I was welcomed by a hug once I opened it.

"Dawn!" I giggle at him whilst letting go his arms around me, which makes me blush. He smiles at me with excitement in his eyes, what could it be?

"Hi Harold" he playfully rolls his eyes at me then brushes past me and crashing on my couch. I walk towards him and I sit beside him, he has those sparkles on his eyes, meaning his gonna tell me something about his girlfriend.

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"It went perfect the way you planned it Dawn!" he yells happily in front of my face, which also startles me.

"Yey!" I fakely cheer, but he doesn't seem to notice as always.

He hugs me tightly and I slowly jerk away. Every time he talks about this I just feel so....lonely.

I stand up front the couch and going to my room slamming my door shut. I was upset again, I went up to my small balcony and stared at the rising sun. The small tiny rays of sun started rising from my right foot to my right hand.

It was very breathtaking. I slowly raise my hand up to small rays of sun were, I just love waking so early not being bothered by it. It was because of this, nature was my only bestest friend I have I would lay down at 3am in the morning at the park just to see comets.

I guess you could say nature was my only escape through my problems. I sigh going back to my room and sat down on my bed still watching the sun slowly go up.

"Dawn?" Harry speaks through the door, I walk to my door and started listening to what Harry was about to say.

"Did I do something wrong to make you upset?" Harry knocks lightly, I can feel him drowning through this door. I wasn't even sure if I'm still upset or not.

As a response to Harry's question I opened up the door with the most fakest smile I ever had. He gave me eyes no longer with excitement but with confusion.

"You did nothing wrong" I try to convince him but he wasn't buying it. He cocks his head to the side and gave me the look, he knew I was lying.

"You only go to your balcony when your upset or something is bothering Dawn, I know you"

Really? If he knows me so much, why can't he notice that he has hurt me so much and he can't even see that? Yet he has the guts to ask me if I'm okay when they started dating 3 fucking months ago?

"I'm fine, I just miss being alone with nature" I reassure him, he nods and inhales a sharp breath and intertwines our fingers.

"So....Me and Kristen our having our monthsary and-"

"You want me to plan your monthsary?" I cut him off, exactly knowing what he was going to ask for. I don't even know why they need a monthsary, they're just to cliche.

He nods with a grin on his face." Remind me again why you need a so called monthsary every month?" I ask slightly annoyed. His fingers ran up through his hair and he sighed.

"Dawn it goes like this, we have a date or something romantic after we do clubbing then we go to my home and me Kristen fucks then we go do something fun" he finishes like it was simple answer for a math equation.

"Does that answer your question" he crosses his arms annoyed with me simple question.

"Actually it doesn't, I said why and I didn't ask what you guys do and also I did not need to know that you guys will fuck so.." I say in a matter of fact tone, he mutters something under his breath.

"It because we love each other for fuck's sake Dawn" he growls at me. I send him a very cold glare and sighed.

"Fuck you and that bitch" I mutter under my breath, with a very slight hope he didn't hear me and also wishing he heard it. I just hate Kristen so much, she's been here in my house once she was very fucking bitchy when Harry wasn't there just to get some water she would cuss at me.

Like what the actual fuck.

"Fine, whatever I don't want to argue anymore" I softly snap at him, he glares at me then leaves my room, he stops at his tracks before he exits he walks back and faces me.

"Your just jealous that nobody wants and loves you"