Today was shit. One of the shittest I've had in a long time. School was a load of bull. I couldn't focus in any subject, when it came to PE I was both mentally and physically exhausted to the point that if someone were to point a gun at me I would just say "do what you want".
Basketball was awful and I performed in such a way that made me want to cut my hands off. Feeling like I was about to collapse I went home to change my shirt. When I got to my percussion lesson I thought to myself, I really hope this is the best part of my day and it started like that but then a killer migraine came on and stopped me from focusing and for a bit seeing any of the music.
I then went home, had dinner and have had to miss the second rehearsal. I'm now just lying in my bed feeling sorry for myself like a fucking retarded piece of shit. Well I guess I don't feel that sorry for myself.
Honestly is doesn't really matter but I'm a useless shithead so I decided to let a whole 5 people know.
If you care then why and if you have problems please tell me. It distracts me form myself.
P.S - if you get the title then congratulations, you get a cookie
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The Way I See It
FanficI've been giving a suggestion to write chapters about how I'm feeling and what's going on in my life. I have never done this before so if it's shit please don't blame me. It will also include certain problems or theories I have about various things...
