Alison is in love with the thought of Emily loving her.She is in love with the way Emily treats her.She is in love with the thought of Emily being forever hers. But Alison doesn't love Emily, not like that, not that much.She is just in love with the idea of Emily being forever hers.
The girl was made of honey, believing that everyone deserved a second chance, helping humans and wolves , being polite , gentle with kinds, she was loved by everyone.But she was also trained to be the best fighter , learned a lot to be a good Alpha, and her father and his second in comand were trying to teach Emily to not be so naive and sweet with everyone, which they weren't so succesful.
You see, Emily is her exact opposite , sweet caring Emily, while Alison is the ice queen, mean and controling.Emily is following Alison's evey order, listening to every word and never taking her eyes off her.Thou some would be scared or intimidated if their Alpha would watch their every move, Alison never was, because Emily was the most gentle and sweet future Alpha anyone had ever known.And Alison had realized from some time now, that Emily has become more and more needy to be in her presence and to touch her .But now that she thought better , it has happened a while after Emily's birthday last year that it started, when she was supposed to find her mate and start training to become the next alpha.In that period , Alison had been more bitchy and mean to everyone, including Emily on a few ocassions.Maybe because she was scared of lossing Emily , scared that once Emily found her mate she would stop even looking at Alison, maybe because she wanted Emily only to herself, and she wished that Emily wouldnt find her mate, a wish which was granted.
Now, a year later, the girls kept giving Emily questioning looks and sad ones that their friend havent found her mate, but Emily always give them a reasuring smile, and in these moment Alison would think "Emily doesnt need her stupid mate, she has me after all, she loves me" trying to calm her racing mind of any posibility of Emily finding her mate that very moment and leaving her forever.But Alison was still scared , even if she would never admit it, that someday her mate will come and Emily will be forced by the bound with her mate to put distance between her and Alison, the same thing that had happened before Spencer and Toby , Aria and Ezra too , when Spencer had found out on her birthday that Aria was her mate.They had talked about it and kept having a relationship with their boyfriends until Aria's birthday last month, when the bound got stronger and now they were together, Toby and Ezra having to lets go.
Alison loved the feeling of running with Emily ,and watching her black wolf form disappear in dark spaces thou she was afraid that she would disappear forever until the next sunshine appeared. Alison loved the flowers and gifts Emily would sometimes give her, telling her it was just a friendly gift.Alison loved the feeling of her skin touching Emily's, her hot skin always trying to warm Emily's cold body.And yet, she continues to tell herself that she isnt in love with Emily.She just....
Alison loves the thought of Emily loving her.
