I know I say I'm sleep deprived a lot, and sometimes I just use it to express the fact that I'm really tired, but lately I've been legitimately sleep deprived.
I just lose track of all concept of time. I'm starting to 'wake up' in classes hours later, not even remembering how I got there. I know I need to sleep, I really do, but my nightmares are getting worse. They're not as frequent, but the content they provide is truly mortifying.
It's staring to seep into the fabrics of my reality, scratching and clawing at the edges that keep me sane. I don't want to experience that. I just want to sleep.
Please let me sleep.
