Warning: This book mentions Depression, Suicidal Thoughts and actions, Swearing, Sexual Shit and Singing. Viewer or Reader discretion is advised.
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As I walk the the filled school hallways, I hear the whispers of the students around me. The thing they say are not bad things and if I'm being honest what they say are actually the nicest things anyone has said to me or about me in years. They say things like: She's so pretty or Do you think she's friends with a superstar. I know somethings are a bit stupid but I still kinda freak out when people come and talk to me, I mean I'm still not use to all the popularity. Sorry about the rambling, Now your probably wondering how I got into this situation and that starts way back in middle school.
______________________ Oct 31, 2011 Middle School ______________________
In middle school I was the quiet girl that sat in the back of the class that didn't like to answer questions but was extremely smart and because of that, I was bullied, or at least I think that's why. It was hard for me being a 12 year old girl trying to make to class then getting pushed on the ground or laughed at in the hallway, If I told a teacher or a counselor or even my parents for gods sake no one would do anything. This continued for all of my middle school year and I couldn't take it, so that summer I changed myself.
During the summer I was changing into a completely different person, I went from being this quiet and scared girl to being a new person. Just imagine you walk into Highschool expecting to be bullied then a girl walks up to you and asks to be your friend, That's like all the excitement in the world for a shy girl. You know I might be different on the outside but on the inside, nothing has changed. I still have My amazing brain, My warm and caring heart, and my incredibly shy personality. I will admit that I do miss the old me but just not as much as love the new me. Anyway, enough with the rambling. I think it's time we get into the story...or my story whichever one.
______________________ Dec 24, 2016 Willow Wood High ______________________
"There she is." I hear one girl whisper "Dude I think I have a bonner." I hear Sam Hunter the Captain of the schools Basketball Team whisper 'Ew' "Hey!" I hear a very familiar voice call out and I quickly pull out my phone "Sneak Shot." I say and quickly take a picture.
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___________________ This is Gold, My BLFFL or my Best Lesbian Friend For Life. She and I met the first day, if you remember the girl that asked me to be her friend that was her. _____________________
"Damn it," Gold exclaims "What are you all look 'in?! I know I'm beautiful but mind your own business!" Some people walked away and some chuckled, others turned around but a certain group of boys (and one girl) stayed right where they were. I smirked and said "You guys really are stupid. Didn't you hear her?" "Very funny. Where'd you come up with that one; in the shower again?" One girl that I actually know: June Butler. "No not this time." I laughed and looked at Gold "Uhh..Are you asleep or something? Hello? Earth to Gold." I say to her waving my hand in front of her face but I knew exactly what was wrong. Gold has the literal HUGEST crush on June and she gets all weird and just so..you know what just see for yourself.
