I'm processing how I feel.
I mean,
I know I love you,
but it have a hard time just letting myself be happy.
Being with you is euphoric.
You make me feel so good, and so happy,
I hardly know what to do with myself.
When I look into your eyes,
and when I see you looking back at me,
I am lost.
I feel like someone else.
You change me.
I am so used to being sure of myself,
who I am,
what I mean,
what I want,
but with you,
it shifts,
and suddenly,
I'm not sure anymore,
of anything more than I love you,
and you love me.
When you touch me,
I just want to touch you,
and I never want it to stop.
When I kiss you,
when you kiss me,
I get this feeling across my whole self,
and there is nothing more I would like to do,
than stay right there,
and continue like that forever.
I lose track of where I stop and where you begin.
For me,
this is bigger than I can comprehend.
I have never felt so strongly,
or so much for another human being.
I lose myself in you when you wrap your arms around me,
and I am caught up in the we of the moment.
You make my head spin,
and my heart rate rise,
and my brain turns into this puddle of just mush.
I melt with just a word,
a touch,
a caress of your fingers.
I've never known what it meant to lose oneself,
but I am learning now how true,
and how crazy it makes me feel.
I don't want to ever give this up.
You make me feel like the happiest person ever.
I love you,
and that's all I really know.
