Your Resentment 💔

What's it like on the other side
Is it better?
Are you finally something now you're not with me?
Are you finally happy now that you are free
Please be happy

I hate how we left things
So that's why I'm writing this letter to try and get better
My feelings their tethered to you
never knew how to cut them off
So I thought the right way was to do it in song
You taught me love isn't real until you turn it on
Taught me that heartbreaks give you breaks from the heart
Because it's hard to be together when it's all falling apart
I'm picking at these scars to give myself light in the dark
Gave you everything I could all the attention and love
But you gave me back nothing just heartbreak and insecurities
You just made me feel unsure insecure paranoid scared and stop trusting everyone that gets close
Now Everything's fucking broken because you fucked around!

Now I get with someone new what you caused breaks us apart
Continuously cheated on and torn apart get left the dark
I'm feeling so numb but still feeling all the pain
I, tried to cope with drugs but they just made me insane
I don't even know what I am anymore
All my friends worried because I still cling on to what we had
They thing it's driving me mad well their right
It's such a fright how me and you just collapsed like it was just some dust just blow and it all fades away
You put knifes in my back so carelessly like a Lobotomy
Changing how my mind perceived you and what you were doing
You played with me like a game of catch just throwing the ball right over my head
Kept letting it happen and eating up all the bullshit you fed
You ripped me apart now a part of me's dead
Now all my head can think about is why you got up and left
Drunk in a club so numb this shits gotten old but I'm still so young
It's always the same routine with each girl give them my all them they break me in return

But I gotta say thank you for the lesson you gave me
You were like a placement test in this school of life
Now I know my place and what to do for a better me
And I hope you found that happiness you wanted when you broke me
I hope you hear this song to let you know that done chasing you
After this imma turn my face away from you
Heal up fix myself erase the tragedies you gave me
Because right now I don't need anyone to save me