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I opened my eyes to realize I had my first day of 9th grade today! I didnt feel like doing anything but sitting there and letting the world go on but I couldn't let that happen not when I knew I would see him today! so I jumped up and got ready to sit on a bus for an hour to listen to teachers yell at kids for being idiots and to maybe have the chance to lay my eyes on him a few times but I had to do it so I did! I got ready and sat on bus for an hour at least I got to sit by yanella (my bestfriend)! I had my stuff and yanella and I went to the gym. him and I looked at each other with a smile from ear to ear. I lookes at yanella and said " I think this year is the year" yanella gave me her whatever look and said " you have said that every year for three years"  I look at him all the way up there and say " I know but I can feel at least I hope its the year"