Hoii dere, this is just a One shot Song fic I made up.
Sorry if it makes you cry.
Ily, please fan, vote and comment :)
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Shut the door...
turn the light off...
He couldn't bear it anymore.
Zayn held the rope in his hand, the chair was standing, isolated in the middle of the room.
He missed him, his little Niall, his little irish boy...
I wanna be with you...
I wanna feel your love...
Zayn's one and only. Zayn's true love. He grasped at the rope now tied up into a noose.
I wanna lay beside you....
I cannot hide this...
Even though I try....
He could still hear his laugh, the sing song sound it made whenever Zayn cracked a joke,
he could feel Niall's touch whenever the lad would embrace him with a hug,
his lips, which were soft and innocent.
A tear trickled down Zayn's face. It was all his fault, if he didn't yell at Niall, then maybe Niall wouldn't of left,
if Zayn didn't argue Niall then maybe Niall wouldn't of crashed.
Maybe Niall would still be here, maybe he would be snuggled on the couch with Zayn, talking and laughing...
Zayn's hand trembled. He was going to do it.
Heart beats harder....
Time escapes me...
He closed his eyes. Picturing himself at the funeral. His eyes red, his nose blotchy from crying.
"It's gonna be okay" Liam patted him on the shoulder. "You'll get through"
Louis was in tears and Zayn had never seen that boy cry so hard.
Louis hugged Zayn, the tears dampening Zayn's shoulder.
Zayn hugged him back, seeing in the corner of his eye, Harry.
That self-centered asshole dick.
Zayn let go of Louis and clenched his fists.
This was Harry's fault. If it wasn't for him, Niall and Zayn would be happy.
Harry had to ruin it. If he didn't kiss his Nialler, then Niall would be still alive.
Zayn wouldn't of yelled at Niall.
Trembling hands....
Touch skin....
It makes this...
Harder....
"I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU!" Zayn yelled at Niall, tears falling down.
"Zayn...I..." Niall whimpered.
"YOU AND HARRY!? WHAT? NEXT TIME YOU'RE GONNA FUCK HIM OR WHAT?"
"Baby, I would never do that..." Niall went to touch Zayn's arm, but Zayn shrugged it off.
"Get out, go to Harry, go suck his dick for all I care"
