The Trouble With Love (SHOEY Fanfic) DISCONTINUED

Questioning (Chapter 22)

---AN---

Thank you guys so much for 1K reads and 80 votes! Ily people so much!!!!

Btw, who else saw Shoey's Wrestling and Tickle Fight videos? Omg that was a gay overload ASDFGHJKLWAGHFUCKOMG 😍 They are perfect together guyssss... The whole time I watched it I was like "Omg yasssss omg HeheHAHA omgggg".

Sorry for the fangirl moment but seriously, that was the best Shoey video since Dare the Dawson. I'm pretty sure ill do a one shot based on the video. ;)

----------

{Two Months Later}

It's been two months.

Two months of constantly being around Luke.

I like this, since I'm the only one who's allowed to do whatever I want. He can kiss me, hug me, and cuddle with me, half-naked if he wants. Only I can take things as far as I want. Luke made the rule, since he's trying to "fix me" and doesn't want me freaking out.

I'm still confused about my feelings for him. I definitely feel something every time I kiss him or he kisses me. A little spark of electricity runs down my back and in my stomach when his lips are against mine. My heart skips a beat, but I feel a nagging in the back of my head.

I mean, he's nice and everything, but I'm not madly in love with him like I am for Shane.

I'm actually still pretty pissed at Shane. I hope I never see him again. Distance is the only way to get over someone, right?

I have fallen asleep next to Luke countless times, had countless make out sessions, as well as continuing our daily lives together. Izzy hasn't guessed a thing.

Ill spend the night at Luke's and be back by morning, unless Izzy sleeps with me. She has been getting a bit more distant lately, and being four months pregnant, her hormones are running wild. One minute, she's telling me how much I've helped her, the next, yelling at me about how much I must hate her.

I really don't know how to behave around a pregnant woman... I guess the best I can do is share my portion of Sawyer's Oreos he lets us have and cuddle with her.

I guess I'll need to know what happens when you live with a pregnant girl at some point.

I was sitting on the couch, cuddling with Luke while Sawyer took Izzy out to eat at Taco Bell. A pregnant woman's request...

"Joey... How long can we keep doing this before Izzy finds out?"

"However long we can..." I didn't want this to end. Luke was helping me get over my feelings for Shane by replacing them with feelings for him. I shouldn't love Luke. I've noticed he doesn't love me. He loves the physical part of our "relationship", filling each other's want and need.

He nodded and I nuzzled closer to his neck, reaching to touch his ass.

A guilty pleasure, really.

I squeezed and he chuckled. I knew he was thinking about our "We Are Never Getting Back Together" music video.

That was the first time I touched his butt, or any guy's butt, and I guess that was the day I realized I liked guys in a sexual way.

I knew I was bi-ish then, but I realized I might one day like getting physical with a guy. I never touched Mark in any sexual way, besides cuddling.

"Joey, you are one weird person."

"I guess I just like being in control of the situation.." He kissed me, and he allowed me to slip my tongue in his mouth.

We made out for a few minutes, but my mind kept drifting to Shane.