Song of the Chapter : How To Save A Life by The Fray
| Cameron's POV |
I held my phone close to my face reading all of our text messages. I lingered to feel her lips against mine again. I wanted to hear her laugh at one of my stupid jokes. I wanted to admire her from the corner of my eye as she wore her reading glasses.
I wanted her to read to me again. I logged back into my Twitter app. I searched her name and scrolled through her tweets. Some were song lyrics, jokes, arguments, emojis, answers to fans, answers to her friends, or pictures of us. She was so silly and outgoing.I would've done anything to save her life. My heart ached as I read her last tweet 'Goodbye.' It wasn't goodbye, it was see ya later. Well thats what she said in the letter she wrote me. I felt numb, besides the heartache, I couldn't feel. I stared at the side of my bed, if she was here, she'd be laying there. Either sleeping, reading, or listening to music. I wanted to hold her.
I wanted to save her. I wanted to make her happy again. I wish I had known how to save a life. I would've stayed up all night for her. Where did I go wrong ? I lost my best friend, my other half, my everything. I felt the tears travel down my face. I looked at my promise ring. Loud sobs escaped my mouth. My world was slowly falling apart.
"Cameron..." A soft voice spoke, I turned over to see Hayes, Taylor, and Matt standing by the door. All their eyes were bloodshot. I motioned them over to my bed. We all laid together and silently cried. "Where did I go wrong ? I lost a friend some where along in the bitterness." Matt whispered. "I miss her." Hayes sobbed. "Why does it hurt so much ? It physically hurts my heart. I miss her so much." He cried harder. That broke us all. Taylor let out a loud sob. "Its all my fault ! She texted me a day before asking if I could come see her but I couldn't because I was too busy ! I should've dropped everything for her ! Im so stupid." Taylor cried. "Its alright." We all hugged each other.
"Guy's its time...." Kriston walked into the room. We all nodded. We were all leaving to the funeral home. I slid my phone into my pocket, wiped my eyes and adjusted my pink tie. We all decided that since her favorite color is pink, that would be the color of our ties. I wish we were getting married, instead attending her funeral. I was supposed to purpose but I held it off because I felt it was to soon. But I would rather be too early than too late. I followed Kriston and everyone else down to the vans.
Kristion's POV
I cringed staring down at my bestfriend. I hope she didn't take it to heart when I was mean to her the last time I saw her. My body felt numb, even dead she was beautiful. The sobs kept floating through out the room. Glancing around, I could see Cameron with Taylor, Carter, Hayes, Nash, Shawn, Jacob, Mahogany, JJ, Jack, Matt and Aaron. They were all sobbing and trying to comfort Cameron. I looked around more seeing the O2L guys silently crying, Hailey's mom sat in the front crying about how she was the worst mother in the world, the room was filled with every person Hailey ever talked too or even just waved at. It was insane. I sat down until it was time for me to speak.
I looked up hearing it was my turn to speak. I looked at my bestfriends cold dead body. She wore the necklace her dad gave her, the ring Cam gave her and the friendship bracelet we had since sixth grade. "Hailey, will always be my bestfriend. She helped me through so much. She was a source of happiness everyone needed and wanted. Im so thankful for the sixteen years of friendship and memories whether they were good or bad we shared. I feel so heartbroken. I feel like its all my fault, we all feel that way. I really wish I could've saved her. I wish we could hit the waves again, go get ice cream, talk about boys, watch movies. I want it to start all over. I don't know how I'll survive. Its truly amazing to see all the people that cares about her being here. Only if she understood how much we all cared. I love you Hails. Save me a board up in heaven." I wiped my eyes taking my seat, and waiting for Cameron to speak. His trembling body stood up to the microphone as Shawn sat next to him with his guitar.
"Hailey, gosh you are so stupid ! I love you so much. How am I supposed to live without you ? I remember getting the text 'I love you. Always'. I replied and waited for you to answer back. Why would you leave me ? You're my sunshine. You always made me happy. Im so sorry. I was the worst boyfriend ever. But I still love you and I would've done anything to help you. I didn't know you were that sad. I would've dropped every thing to make you happy again. Please just say this is a joke. Please ! Stay with me ! I love you ! I thought you loved me ! Why would you leave me here all alone and broken ?" He sobbed so hard. My heart broke into a million pieces. His brown hair flopped in front of his face, his brown eyes were red and puffy. My heart ached. He sat down, next to her, leaning over the coffin and kissing her cold cheek as Shawn began to play 'Sam Smith, Stay With Me'. The song perfectly resembled how Cameron felt. Everyone had tears in their eyes. Shawn cried as he sang making the song even more heart felt. The rest of the funeral consisted of speeches and people playing songs. Like ' I Miss You by Blink 182, Another You by OM&M, What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flats, How To Save A Life by The Fray, and Learning To Fly by Pink Floyd'.
The burial was hardest. All the boys from Magcon helped carry the casket. It wasn't that heavy, it was just respectful because she was family. It began to rain as we watched them lower her into the ground. Cameron was sobbing onto the dirt, screaming and blaming it on himself. I pulled him back up, hugging him the tightest I could. Everyone gathered around, and began to throw their purple, white and pink roses on the casket as it done going down. We watched them throw the dirt onto, still hugging each other. Cameron sobbed, his whole body shook. I felt so broken. I couldn't believe I lost my bestfriend.
A/N
Sorry but this is the last chapter of this story:(... But there is going to be a sequel soon! And again, follow my account 'kkmagcon' and look out for the sequel called 'Decisions'!! It's going to be a while but just hang loose!! This will be the last time I will say this... later, Hails.
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