Ang Tula

NAY

I am not a good a person

But you came around and accept me

And I'm so thankful that God gave you

You made my life happier than it could be

And I thought I will not lose you

But, now you're gone

And it was all my fault

That's why everything between us is done.

This is more painful than broke up with someone

It is just like in my heart there was a knife

And I can't explain it to anyone

How important you are in my life

I miss you, I really do

I miss the way you smile at me

How I wish you miss me too

But if you do, thank you I'm happy

I'm sorry I can't say it personally

Because I know what I've done is unforgivable

I'm so scared that you might ignore me

And I know this is the result of being selfish and irresponsible

But I just want to say thank you for everything

You are friend, a teacher and a mother for me

How I wish things could be in the same way

But I know it will never be

-Alec John PascuaTangonan (09/08/18)    

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